Weekly Tarot Reading #7

seven of swords – seven of wands – six of cups – fool Logic, communication, taking a stance/position, the past – return of a friend/lover, risk taker – new start – new beginning. Seems like I’ll be taking a stance using logic and communication regarding the return of a friend/lover that will harbor a new…

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Moving on…?

Not to make this blog become “emo-centric” but its’ been about three months since I’ve had my heartbroken for the 100th time. I keep asking myself why do I even bother letting my heart feel, if its’ only ever going to end up being broken if I follow those feelings? One of the worst things…

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Employment Mandala

I designed an employment mandala to use in my meditative work to encourage and channel these energies. I seriously need all the encouragement/help I can get. Why not ask the energies to help me out too? I followed the traditional way to create a mandala using this tutorial and included symbols from the 36 tattvas…

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Weekly Tarot Reading #6

5.pentacles – knight.swords – ace.cups – six.swords Hardships – message/conversation – expressing an emotion – move, travel, distance Funny how 5/pents came up again. Its been really present cause I am indeed going through a hard time. I am in limbo in so many places in my life and its stressing me out. I also…

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Repertoire of the Cosmos

I read everything I can get my hands on about the cosmos these days. Some of it is pure fiction but some of it has a good vibration and reads as non-fiction. I seem to be attracting more and more people who claim that they are not of this world and need guidance in learning…

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Is Heaven Real?

An article on thedailybeast.com caught my eye today, titled: “Heaven Is Real: A Doctor’s Experience With the Afterlife” and it was very compelling. Many alchemical woodcut drawings from the 1700’s – 1800’s depict a sky opening and leading up to a place; or a land of light. In William Henry’s book, The Secret of Sion,…

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Weekly Tarot Reading 05

5.pents – 9.chalices – moon – 2.pents hardship – wishes – confusion -decision Well yes reading this way seems to be better. There was definitely more hardships and hardcore wishing going on. I also had a lot of premonitions/dreams this week (moon) and the decision pointed to what to do about the family bible since…

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Frustration/Rant

Okay. I’m gonna go and rant about how frustrated I am about not finding a job. I AM SO FREAKING FRUSTRATED. First, I don’t know what to do to make me stand out even more. I don’t even get called to an interview and yet, I match all the descriptions in the job listing. That’s…

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