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Weekly Tarot Reading #6

5.pentacles – knight.swords – ace.cups – six.swords

Hardships – message/conversation – expressing an emotion – move, travel, distance

Funny how 5/pents came up again. Its been really present cause I am indeed going through a hard time. I am in limbo in so many places in my life and its stressing me out. I also just want to move out really bad :( anyway, the five/pents here could mean that I may get help from and outside source (knight.swords) that will make me happy? and it will cause me to be able to move forward and away from something.  Indeed this reading seemed to be on par with this week. Although the six of swords I think has been labeled as Science before and the internet. We def had problems with the internet. A conversation via email did take place and emotion was expressed.

 

Next week:

seven of swords – seven of wands – six of cups – fool

Logic, communication, taking a stance/position, the past – return of a friend/lover, risk taker – new start – new beginning.

Seems like I’ll be taking a stance using logic and communication regarding the return of a friend/lover that will harbor a new start.

Weekly Tarot Reading 05

5.pents – 9.chalices – moon – 2.pents

hardship – wishes – confusion -decision

Well yes reading this way seems to be better. There was definitely more hardships and hardcore wishing going on. I also had a lot of premonitions/dreams this week (moon) and the decision pointed to what to do about the family bible since I personally thought no one claimed it. But apparently someone may have a connection to it.

 

Next week’s reading:

 

5.pentacles – knight.swords – ace.cups – six.swords

Hardships – message/conversation – expressing an emotion – move, travel, distance

 

Funny how 5/pents came up again. Its been really present cause I am indeed going through a hard time. I am in limbo in so many places in my life and its stressing me out. I also just want to move out really bad 🙁 anyway, the five/pents here could mean that I may get help from and outside source (knight.swords) that will make me happy? and it will cause me to be able to move forward and away from something.

 

Have you ever just really, really, missed someone and you’ve tried everything you can do to distract you but all you can do is think about them? Its making it really hard to move on if all you can do is think about them. I so much want things to get better but as each day goes on and I don’t hear from this person and/or hear from a job opportunity I get more and more convinced that I won’t go anywhere in life and that’s just sad. 🙁

Weekly Tarot Reading 04

Recap:

6/swords – 8/chalices – world – knight chalices

 

SIGH. it looks like I’ll be moving forward with something. Something will come to an end by a message with good/romantic intentions. Again, this can only point to one thing and one thing only, but after the last two fails of predicting it, I doubt it will be this week. But who knows, I’m not really sure how else to predict it. Perhaps it’ll mean something else. Hmm, this could be pointing to the fact that we traveled (6/swords) to cape cod today, a place (world) we were missing (8/chalices) and loved (knight of chalices).

 

Next week’s reading:

 

5.pents – 9.chalices – moon – 2.pents

hardship – wishes – confusion -decision

 

Gonna read a bit differently and write down what keywords come to mind when the cards are drawn.

 

Weekly Tarot Reading 03

Recap: Last week….. [ It looks like something that I’ve been persevering that didn’t seem to be going anywhere will all of the sudden become alive again. It looks like the person that will cause this is a Queen/Chalices person who represents a “soul mate” presence in my life. They’re going to seek planning and executing a commitment of some sort.] am I really becoming that in accurate ??? What I expected to happen didn’t this week. Two weeks in a row I predicted the same thing. I wonder if its telling me more than what I should be picking up during the week.

WELL going back and looking at my week, it the cleaning out the garage could be the project that “suddenly” became alive again. Maybe the q/c person was me cause I’ve been quite emotional lately.

 

Hmm. Anyway here’s next week’s:

 

6/swords – 8/chalices – world – knight chalices

 

SIGH. it looks like I’ll be moving forward with something. Something will come to an end by a message with good/romantic intentions. Again, this can only point to one thing and one thing only, but after the last two fails of predicting it, I doubt it will be this week. But who knows, I’m not really sure how else to predict it. Perhaps it’ll mean something else.

 

This week I didn’t do much… I went to the gym, got banned from my favorite tarot forum, and cleaned out the garage and racked the yard. I drew the Queen/Pentacles as a daily card today with the Holy Light deck. I was definitely a queen of the material world today. Eh. I hope my skills aren’t sliding through my fingers. Trying to find other things to focus on and take short break from tarot.

Weekly Tarot Reading 02

Recap: So what I expect to happen this week from the previous reading didn’t happen. So I’m not too sure what that reading was pointing to. Maybe this week’s energies were just so all over the place that it was difficult to read. Anyway here’s next week’s reading:

knight of pentacles (c: 9/wands) – magician  (c: 4 of wands) – king of pentacles (c: Queen of Chalices)

Oracle card: Magical Map Shifter (soul mate presence)

 

It looks like something that I’ve been persevering that didn’t seem to be going anywhere will all of the sudden become alive again. It looks like the person that will cause this is a Queen/Chalices person who represents a “soul mate” presence in my life. They’re going to seek planning and executing a commitment of some sort.

Weekly Tarot Reading 01

Since I can’t seem to keep up with a daily tarot reading (shame on me…) I’ll do a weekly one. They’re more insightful anyway.

What’s coming up for me this week?

Five of Swords – Page of Wands – Strength – Nine of Swords – Temperance

Worrying about a dispute that seems to be in the past. A message of passion, strength and reconciliation. There seems to be two sides of this, the worry and dispute and the passion, message, strength and reconciliation. The later is the stronger one. My god, is it what I think will happen? It seems like this page will end my worries. I think I know what this is pointing to. If so a big YAY!

Dragonfly Totem

So I did a tarot spread about my animal totem as I never really got into totems but was curious what tarot had to say about it. I drew the Two of Wands as what it looks like and the Animal Divine Tarot says, it is a Dragonfly.

 

Symbolism

Illusion, the Power of Light
Dragonfly is the power of light. The dragonfly inhabits two realms: air and water and the influence of both these elements will be felt by Dragonfly people. Dragonfly is the essence of the winds of change, the messages of wisdom and enlightenment; and the communication from the elemental world. Dragonfly medicine beckons you to seek out the parts of your habits that need changing. Call on Dragonfly to guide you through the mists of illusion to the pathway of transformation. Dragonfly brings the light and color of transformation into your life.

The dragonfly has a beautiful, jewel-like coloring. The bright colors take time to develop, reflecting the idea that with maturity our own true colors come forth. Structures in their shells scatter and refract light, making them look iridescent green and blue. This ability to reflect and refract light and color has caused it to be associated with magic and mysticism. Dragonfly’s magic is the power of light and all that has ever been associated with it. In Japan, dragonflies represent new light and joy. Dragonflies remind us that we are light and can reflect the light in powerful ways if we choose to do so. Life is never quite the way it appears, but is always filled with light and color.

The Dragonfly totem embodies the essence of change, renewal, wisdom and enlightenment. Dragonflies represent transformation – they begin life in the water as nymphs and then take to the air in colorful flight. The Dragonfly urges you to consciously express your hopes, dreams and needs and to seek areas in which to affect positive change

For some Native American tribes dragonflies represent swiftness and activity, and for the Navajo they symbolize pure water. Dragonflies are a common motif in Zuni pottery; stylized as a double-barred cross, they appear in Hopi rock art and on Pueblo necklaces. A Southwest Native American Myth says the speed in which the wings of a dragonfly moved would open up doorways to other realms and dimensions. They have also been used in traditional medicine in China. A Romanian folk tale says that the dragonfly was once a horse possessed by the devil. Swedish folklore holds that the devil uses dragonflies to weigh people’s souls and considered it holy. The dragonfly also symbolized the love goddess Freya. In Japan dragonflies are symbols of courage, strength, and happiness, and they often appear in art and literature. The shape of the archipelago of Japan, as seen on a map, is said to be that of a dragonfly. One of Japan’s former names – 秋津島 or あきつしま (Akitsushima) – is literally an archaic form of Dragonfly Island(s).[16] This is attributed to a legend in which Japan’s mythical founder, Emperor Jinmu, was bitten by a mosquito, which was then promptly eaten by a dragonfly.

 

What a perfect totem to represent me!! Its also interesting because a former classmate of mine had dragonfly wings tattooed on her back. I never particularly liked the idea of using over done icons and images for tattoos especially in places where its’ common to get them. I suppose its because if you’re going to get a tattoo which lasts forever, I’d choose something that’s unique and personal to me, I don’t care if you give your own personal meaning to a cliche tattoo people won’t know unless they ask… anyway this girl and I never really got along, at least in my opinion. Perhaps it was life’s way of saying, pay attention to her, something about her you could relate to, and of course it would be the dragonfly wings on her back. Or maybe she is the human symbol for my totem… life saying, she’s in your life for a reason!! Who knows…

 

But I think I am going to be using the dragonfly as a secondary symbol around here. A mascot of sorts. I really like what it stands for.

Tarot Deck Project: 01

I am beginning to finally think about my tarot deck project and hopefully getting it published at Llewellyn.

I am going with simple iconography and meanings based on my philosophy.

 

0 – fool – godhead

1 – magician – Visual (consciousness)

2 – high priestess – information (symbols & words, Unconscious)

3 – empress – female energy – positive

4 – emperor – male energy – negative

5 – hierophant – Law of Attraction

6 – Lovers – sperm/egg – yin/yang

7 –Chariot – wormhole/merkaba?

8 – Strength – Combustion

9 – Hermit – pineal gland – pine cone

10 – Wheel of Fortune – Time – Motion ye Holy Ghost – electron spin

11 –Justice – balance

12 – Hanged man – subtle energy

13 – Death – rainbow

14 – Temperance – as above and so below

15 – Devil – material world

16 – Tower – electricity

17 – Star – light body

18 – Moon – shadow of the heart/shadow/spheres

19 – Sun – stargate – gateway – portal

20 – Judgement – transfiguration

21 – World – galaxy – sion

Suit of Pentacles – the Design Process

To me, the suit of pentacles represents the design industry to the fullest. You have….
the ace of pentacles
which is the sprout of a new idea for the design, got the job

two of pentacles
is a critique via the professor (or client) about your ideas on paper, the design is young, a balance of thought is exchanged that will materialize (on paper) into the design

three of pentacles
represents the transition from ideas on paper to the computer.

Four of pentacles
represents a solid foundation of the design – not necessarily finished but a good start, its secure, you’ve got all the basics covered, go for it.

Five of Pentacles
represents advice given to you but you may not be necessarily open to it, I see creativity a divine force and in the five a pentacles there is usually two figures avoiding a church – so perhaps this may also mean avoidance of creativity? Not using it? Lack of Inspiration?

Six of pentacles
represents moving on, finally getting ideas worked out an materialized on the computer you may have a comp (prototype) done. You have the ideas down, a good foundation, you took the advice finally, saw the “light” got inspiration.

Seven of pentacles
you are stepping back, admiring your work, you may have one final individual critique from the professor

the eight of pentacles
is getting the details, emerging yourself in the work figuring out the details, the presentation, being OCD about the design, praying you won’t mess it up… that one more hurdle before you move on to…. THERE IS a design (pentagram) on the pentacles and we see a craftman working dilgently on it.

the nine of pentacles
where you can finally say “AHA! I am done!” this may indicate a project being done early where you may feel “bored” and “Laxed” about it and you can finally sigh with relief. I see a waiting period with this card.

The ten of pentacles
is a transition from the journey of the numeric suit to the court cards. You may be taking the design to the final critique or to the client.

Page of Pentacles
Represents you in the final critique. You are the designer who emerged from the numeric suit. This page is all about concentration of communication, he reminds me of the ace of pentacles, but instead of sprouting a new idea, he may take advice from the client. He is the page which the knight “picks” on. In medieval times, I believe pages are the figures that help knights prepare for battle. You’ve been through a tough journey already but you emerged a designer with a project ready to be handed to the client …

Knight of Pentacles
After the final critique you are back at working, head first into the design making the changes the client wanted – they may even have set a date. You are now battling and fighting the changes, it is a slow process. I see this night being slower getting all the details straightened out and fought rushing against the time frame.

Queen of Pentacles
Win! You completed the design. You handed it in. You presented yourself well, you may have gotten your cheque already – or you may have gotten samples of the product. But since queens are usually seen as a secondary in the royal hierarchy the queen may represent you, since in the design industry its all about what the client wants (king of pentacles).

King of Pentacles
The client got what he wanted, He has your design, He may have reproduced it in 3d form (posters, packaging, etc).

Daily Draw: 04

Today: Knight of Swords
Tomorrow: King of Swords

Today, as expected, was mostly about communicating. Whether it was through email, or via the communications presentation, it was a day definitely ruled by the Knight of Swords. Although, I see him more of a knight who thinks outside of the box, whereas the king might be a bit more conventional.

Tomorrow, is the King of Swords. I plan on finishing my photography project as the critique is tomorrow.

Daily Draw: 03

Today: Page of Pentacles.
Tomorrow: Knight of Swords.

Recap: Totally a Page of Pentacles day! Busy, busy. I think pages tend to be a busy be type personality. Which, is surprising as, pentacles are slowwww. But the pentacles manifested as completely physical things. I.e: I received two packages, a business proposal, studiosouth related messages, dropped off 3 posters and my senior show stuffers, etc. Yes! I may have a potential client, though we haven’t exchanged a lot of emails yet. I’m still waiting to hear back about what they are interested in. Today was totally a page of pentacles day. I would say pages are about manifesting things of a physical nature that you may or may not be expecting.

Tomorrow? Knight of Swordssssss.
The knight of words. Fast communications. Only thing that it could be referring to is that we’re having a speaker come in tomorrow in Interactive. He’ll be talking about creativity, and thinking out-side the box (!).

Daily Draw: 02

See? I told you I wouldn’t keep up. Anyway. I’ll keep doing daily draws whenever I think of it I guess.
Two days already and I haven’t done it since Saturday!

I’ve been busy putting together Senior Art show work, which is due tomorrow and thankfully it is all done! Just gotta figure out how to truck it all over to the art department without destroying it all. 🙂

For tomorrow, I drew the Page of Coins. Perfect card for submitting work. Pages are all about messengers of a practical nature. Or givers of materialistic means. I’m supposed to be submitting my work for the senior art show as well as dropping off signs for my internship.

I didn’t remember on Sunday cause well I was up way past my bed time getting senior show stuff together, had a drink and promptly fell asleep.

Tonight, I plan on working on those signs and shooting the second roll of my self-portrait project so I have something to work on in Photography.  Gah! Things are starting to overlap each other… not liking it one bit.