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Weekly Tarot #14

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Six of cups – Three of wands – Seven of Coins – Eight of cups | Return. Longing, waiting/receiving. Frustration/Failure. Crossroads. I received my book Morphic Resonance. I made brownies and experienced a bit of failure with them, but was able to fix them. Can’t place what the six of cups and eight of cups referred to. Maybe the school shooting in Connecticut

 

Three of Swords – King of Wands – Four of Swords – Six of Swords

Disappointment, hurt. Change, in charge. Thinking, pondering. Travel, moving away, technology.

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Weekly Tarot #13

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nine of wands – knight.swords – two of pentacles – king of wands | Looks like some kind of conversation between a king of wands male (probably my boss). I’m gonna feel stressed some how next week.  Yes, I definitely had a conversation with my boss about the menu I am redesigning.

Next Week’s Reading:

Six of cups – Three of wands – Seven of Coins – Eight of cups

Return. Longing, waiting/receiving. Frustration/Failure. Crossroads.

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Weekly Tarot #12

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four of pentacles – queen of cups – nine of swords – two of wands | Next week, I’ll be holding onto something, perhaps something emotional related. Something will come up and it’ll cause more worry/stress and indecision. | Well a co-worker of mine convinced me to text Kris this week. He said it was a window of opportunity – after the holiday. I’m anxiously waiting for her to text back. Its getting really ridiculous for me to keep holding on because I want to move on but something tells me I shouldn’t. The week of the 10th something is supposed to happen. I just don’t know what to do anymore and how to handle this emotionally. 

nine of wands – knight.swords – two of pentacles – king of wands

Looks like some kind of conversation between a king of wands male (probably my boss). I’m gonna feel stressed some how next week.

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Jessica – “He Sees.”

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Ever since my pineal gland has been pulsating occasionally I get random names and such pop into my head. Sometimes they mean nothing at the time, and sometimes they relate to something. As I’ve blogged about before I’ve been going through a lot of heavy emotions lately regarding a relationship that I’m expecting to blossom but I’m really in no position to be the active pursuer anymore. Real frustrating. Anyway, this week a name, Jessica, popped into my head and I thought it was weird because I haven’t been connected to any Jessicas of late. I recently joined an online social network called, Temple Illuminatus and its a bunch of people who are into the occult arts and sciences – not only that but the maturity level is decent, no fluff in other words. I posted my experience as well with a tarot reading I did on it – I never use reversals – so for some reason I felt it was necessary for me to do reversals. I haven’t been great at reading for myself lately because of all these heavy emotions clouding my intuition and judgement.

For the reading I got;

hanged man rv (shadow) – 9/wands (past) – page/cups (present) – king/cups (future) – queen/swords (highlight)

For me, the shadow represents unseen motivations in the situation and the highlight represents something clouding the situation and/or something important to be aware of in the situation.

A fellow temple member contacted me tonight about his insights into the reading and it made total sense. First he sees that the hanged man represents action in something that I don’t see having any action – something that’s been stagnated so to speak – “no more searching for answers, no more needing to wait, maturity, answers.”  9/wands in the past is someone who has been fighting their way through and trying to search for answers. Presently the page of cups is showing, in some decks the page holds a heart crystal in one hand this fellow member sees this as my intuition giving me a message from the heart (a.k.a “Jessica”). In the Future position represents the person or a person who, “responds to emotional needs, a good person to be in love with or with a relationship – compassionate – it is an answer to your prayers“. What about the queen? I asked them. “This could mean you, my friend. – You strike me as very intelligent. This person out there is very, very emotional – something that would be good for you. You might scare her away being, well, too much yourself.” Be more open? I asked. “See this queen as a shadow – yes. More your inner feelings… less talk – more on her level for now. They need this at least in the beginning. See it as a warning to still be you, but not as boldly. “ My friend continued the conversation by returning to the hanged man – “This refers to your ‘actions’ – will you take the advice once you meet this person, or will you take no action.. and blow it all away by scaring them away… without showing how emotional of a side you have. I see this as a wonderful omen.” Me too!! That’s why I asked cause it was so clear. I exclaimed. “Keep your senses open now… you need to be ready… you may have only one first impression here – or – a second chance.” After this I excitedly go search for the meaning of the name “Jessica”! Why had I never thought of the symbolic, etymological or metaphorical meaning of the name Jessica!!! Jessica \j(e)-ssi-ca\ as a girl’s name is pronounced JESS-a-kah. It is of Hebrew origin, and the meaning of Jessica is “He sees”.“YES…keep your eyes open..be ready to be YOU (from the heart)…and SEE the opportunity…and take it (Hanged Man REV)” affirmed my friend.

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Weekly Tarot #11

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three of wands – eight of coins – emperor – ace of cups

I have seen the emperor represent agencies or companies that I’ve applied to in the past and having it be next to the eight of coins seems really positive to me. Ace/cups to me in the past HAS represented disappointment but it can also be overwhelming happiness. I just clarified it with the 2/cups so it could just be a new partnership at the marketing firm! Trying to not get ahead of myself here, but the three/wands could represent that I have waited a great deal finally my efforts are paying off and my ships are coming in (job). This look real positive for the office/graphic design position. We’ll see what happens. :-)
Well, yes, I did go to the interview with that company and did come out with a bit of disappointment because the job wasn’t exactly what I’d like to be in it was very basic graphic design and not so much conceptual design. But I did receive positive feedback from my Boss at Tearoom about my first day so that’s good. Just gotta work on my interpersonal skills with them, get back into being my old self.

four of pentacles – queen of cups – nine of swords – two of wands

Next week, I’ll be holding onto something, perhaps something emotional related. Something will come up and it’ll cause more worry/stress and indecision.

 

 

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First Day at Tearoom

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So things went really well at tearoom today. Just a bit heck tick and hopefully on Wednesday it wouldn’t be as stressful. One of the things that surprised me the most was how hard it was to focus on a person and their question for 30 minutes!! Total shock for me about how difficult it was to milk the reading. I definitely have some catching up to do and more practice. Holy wow. But I liked being there and was comfortable. I only had a one customer who was kinda rude to me either she was rude or just really uptight. So that reading was kinda draining as I tried to keep things going on but she just wouldn’t give me enough feedback to feed off of lol. Anyway I’m sure when things will get easier it’ll be better. But its nice to finally have money coming in. I’m really just amazed that the Tremont Tearoom popped into my head for a place to work and then I emailed them and two weeks later I’m working there lol. I wish a lot of things in my life were this way, but these people actually understand me and my weird quirks. 😛

 

I am really really hoping tomorrow’s interview will come through because I really want to move out and I found a beautiful apartment in Dorchester. Its’ spacious and awesome! I just wish that it was closer to the place I’m interviewing tomorrow, but being in Boston I’ll have plenty to do around where I guess if I move to the countryside there won’t be much to do I’ll just have to drive further, no biggie.

Things seem to be looking up and I do feel like the energies have changed a bit. And honestly I do think the solar flares this week had something to do with it.

I had another pineal session last night and information about the energy of shapes came through. Its’ not much different than qabbalah but I’ll be writing a post on it shortly.

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Tremont Tearoom #2

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So I went into the Tearoom again and I am officially a psychic there!!! I’m so excited. I’ve always wanted to work/be paid for my spiritual services professionally. I don’t feel comfortable charging for my services as an individual but this is with 19 other psychics so it feels more natural to me to do it this way. The owner was really impressed with my reading I did for me. The only thing he criticized was my obvious nervousness. I did tell them this was my first time reading professionally but I guess it doesn’t matter in this case. I just hope my nervousness is just from being judged and analyzed during the hiring process and it will go away once I start to relax more there. I have 14 hours and work Sundays (12 – 6pm) and Wednesdays (12 – 8pm). My mom was funny she was like, “Well you can always fake being calm“. Yes I could, but psychics tend to be generally sensitive to subtle things like that. 😉
Then one of the other psychics there when he was officiating me said, “The energy in this room feels weird. I’m gonna smudge it again. Its probably because of all the new people.” And I was like, “Sorry its probably my fault.”  😉

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Weekly Tarot #10

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Temperance – queen.pents – three.coins – four.cups

Seems like a job offer will happen and a reconciliation with a practical person, someone at home maybe. Things were pretty moderate and I “reconciled” with my uncle who I hadn’t see in about a month. There was a lot going on with my career this week. I went in on Monday for the tarot interview and they offered me a position! I don’t know the details yet but I’m really excited about that one. I also have an interview at a staffing agency in Boston on Friday and an interview in Acton at a Marketing firm for an office/graphic design position. Really hoping that comes through. So this week’s reading was fairly accurate.

 
Next week’s –

three of wands – eight of coins – emperor – ace of cups

I have seen the emperor represent agencies or companies that I’ve applied to in the past and having it be next to the eight of coins seems really positive to me. Ace/cups to me in the past HAS represented disappointment but it can also be overwhelming happiness. I just clarified it with the 2/cups so it could just be a new partnership at the marketing firm! Trying to not get ahead of myself here, but the three/wands could represent that I have waited a great deal finally my efforts are paying off and my ships are coming in (job). This look real positive for the office/graphic design position. We’ll see what happens. 🙂

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Tremont Tearoom

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I went into Boston today to do an interview as a tarot reader at the Original Tremont Tearoom. After trying to find it for a good 15 minutes the owner had an emergency to take care of so I had to wait around until someone showed up and let everyone in. Felt very at home there despite being comfortable I was so nervous I don’t know why! The staff member that I read for kept telling me to not to be nervous lol! I did a usual reading for him and then he asked me some questions to answer intuitively. He said my readings were fair and that my intuition reading skills were stronger than my tarot reading skills. He says I would be able to do intuitive readings without cards. He also said I had a lot of potential which is really good to hear. I’ll hear Wednesday! Keeping my fingers crossed.

I had the craziest dream last night. My pineal gland was pulsating and then I had this crazy dream that I was at a party and a family friend was there. In the other room I was kissing a younger man and he then went online and bragged about it to his friends he said it was “So quick and easy”. Then the hosts’ dog came into the room and next to the dog was a ghost of a golden retriever. Dear god did he torment my intuition. He kept trying to come through to me and make me help me his presence known. He kept saying that his owner was dead and worked for public transportation and was an English gentleman kinda owner (appearance not status). The live dog was a mix between a terrier and bull dog kinda thing. I said to the family friend (male) that there was a ghost of a dog in the room and that the owner was an English gentleman who worked in public transportation (putting up signs on the side of the highway, etc). Then I left the party and the dog followed me home. I was in my computer chair closing up my computer and I felt the ghost dog in my dream then I charged at him while my chair and shrieked to get him to go away. I succeeded and I woke up with my mouth open too! The message at the end of the dream said I’d be working in a company that worked with symbolism and signs. My first thought was the Tremont Tearoom, so on Wednesday it’ll be interesting to see what comes of it.

Now I’m so tired, and overwhelmed with emotion that I just want to break down and cry. I really don’t know why I feel this way. Perhaps its because of the lack of sleep that I got from the dream since the ghost dog tormenting my intuition terrified me.

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Weekly Tarot #9

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Last week’s: five.cups – nine.cups – knight.swords – 2.cups | Something that I had been worrying about and wanting seems like will come back into the picture and there will be a conversation namely regarding a relationship.| Well, yes, something I had been worrying about did come back into the picture and that was work related. But as it turned out that the job offer was a scam so now I’m back at square one. As I tweeted, it seems like all I ever attract are half-assed companies that want to take advantage of and bribe me of my talents. I will NOT be scammed and will NOT be taken advantage of. I’m too good for that, I respect my work too much for that. I’m also kinda pissed that hurricane sandy decided to screw up NYC. Cause that was THE CITY I want to work in. I suppose that dream will be delayed, as with everything else in my life.
I’m kinda of fed up with all these delays in my life. I just want to move out and start my life and get things going. I’ve been saying that for the past six months, seriously, when is this shit going to change? I’m fed up with just forcing myself to stay busy, by sleeping late and not doing much. I really need to be working again I sure damn hope that by next summer I have a job.

Next week’s tarot:

Temperance – queen.pents – three.coins – four.cups

Seems like a job offer will happen and a reconciliation with a practical person, someone at home maybe.

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Weekly Tarot #8

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four of swords – queen/wands – nine.cups – three of cups

Seems like a reconciliation will happen. Something I’ve wanted will come back into the picture, but this event will want me to think about some things before acting. Hmm, a reconciliation did happen. A friend of my parents’ came and visited this weekend. I can’t figure out what the 9/cups was pointing to but the four/swords pointed to doing a lot of thinking and planning in side my head. I finally got to work on a client project that had been put on the back burner.

This coming week – five.cups – nine.cups – knight.swords – 2.cups

Something that I had been worrying about and wanting seems like will come back into the picture and there will be a conversation namely regarding a relationship.

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Weekly Tarot Reading #7

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seven of swords – seven of wands – six of cups – fool

Logic, communication, taking a stance/position, the past – return of a friend/lover, risk taker – new start – new beginning.

Seems like I’ll be taking a stance using logic and communication regarding the return of a friend/lover that will harbor a new start. Yes, these things did happen! A project that was put on the backburner took off and the client and I began talking about the project again. Not sure what the seven/wands was pointing to but perhaps it just meant assuming a leadership role.
Next week’s reading –

four of swords – queen/wands – nine.cups – three of cups

Seems like a reconciliation will happen. Something I’ve wanted will come back into the picture, but this event will want me to think about some things before acting.