magician – king of cups – 4/swords – knight swords – death  | appearance – illusions – trickery, emotionally controlled person – waiting, pondering – swiftness, listening, talking, email – sudden change | I ordered a Malachite point on Ebay but was deceived and the point turned out to be 100% smaller than I originally thought. I got upset about something that my mom kept doing. She was definitely being a magician as well.. acting one emotion and then suddenly acting like the opposite emotion. So very confusing, frustrating and annoying!! Work was slow on Wednesday and I began to start writing papers again. I’ve been too emotional to think about anything logically… and just recently I’ve been wanting to start writing again. One of my Kirlian photos was accepted to the Harvard Leadership Conference “Collaboration Across Cultures” for this Saturday. I’m excited! As a participant I get to go and see my work there as well as meet the other participants and artists.

Next Week:

Four/Cups – Five/wands – page/disks – Ace/disks – World

Window of Opportunity. Competition. Job offer. Manifestation. Coming full circle and ending/leveling up. Travel.

Justice – 5/pentacles – eight of pentacles – knight of pentacles – seven of cups | Decisions/fairness, hardship, feeling down, work, artistry, slow manifestation, opportunities not expecting

Yeah. I got to work from home on Sunday (justice) because of the snow storm, but the snow didn’t actually start until when I was supposed to be on duty. Yes… this week was definitely hard just because of the same old stuff. Packages that we were expecting did arrive but not the one I was thinking of. I do have a photography gig that I’m trying to get planned but has been frustrating. And yes, I’ve been doing a lot of dreaming…

magician – king of cups – 4/swords – knight swords – death

appearance – illusions – trickery, emotionally controlled person – waiting, pondering – swiftness, listening, talking, email – sudden change

temperance – lovers – 4/wands – 2/disks – 8/pentacles / waiting, uniting, celebrating, juggling, working | Yes. I received two packages I’ve been waiting for. I also met someone new at work. I’ve been looking for small part-time gigs.

Next Week:

Justice – 5/pentacles – eight of pentacles – knight of pentacles – seven of cups

Decisions/fairness, hardship, feeling down, work, artistry, slow manifestation, opportunities not expecting

queen of swords – seven of cups – page of swords – high priestess | Communication, clarity. unexpectedness, messages, secrecy.

Yep. Lots of clarity this past week. I had a fight with my mom on Wednesday about being too over protective and I won. And I definitely think it changed the course of my future. Also before worked ended someone I work with got yelled at. But there was definitely a focus on going within and getting clarity.

9.wands – 3.cups | 9.swords – heirophant

Stress, worry, concern, fear. good news, rejoicing, joy, happiness. Structure, college, professor, traditions, etc.

eight of wands – nine of wands | nine of cups – king of wands | My boss will make an appearance, and I’ll be stressed and busy it seems. Communication will happen and something I’ve been wanting will come into the picture. Its’ also my birthday next week!! Yay!

Yep pretty much happened.

Next Week:

Seven of Cups – Three of Pentacles – Sun – Nine of Cups

Seems to be a pretty good week. Things will come to me that I didn’t expect, that will be related to work. Something again that will come into the picture that will make me very happy.

Golden Tarot Message:

page of pentacles (unawareness) – queen of swords (past) – ace of pentacles (present) – ten of pentacles (future) – tower (awareness)

Some offer that will give me a business opportunity and will allow me to have a more well arounded life. It’ll be shocking to me.

Recap:

Knight of Pentacles – Chariot – Knight of Wands – 3/Pentacles |So next week, looks like some message I have been waiting for will arrive. I’ll be torn about it though… and it seems to be warning to not rush into a new project or work relationship of sorts?

Doing this weekly tarot a bit prematurely, weekend is gonna be busy with celebrating my dad’s birthday this Saturday and working on Sunday. I’ll be too tired to do short meditations.

So, what did happen this week? Ha. My boss kind of offended me when I asked for more information about a short-notice event this weekend that he invited the tearoom to. All he did was laugh as well as someone else in the facebook group. I still haven’t gotten more information, so screw that. I can’t work it anyway. I was supposed to do my first mediumship reading (talking to the dead) but the person never showed. Phooey. Let’s see, I went shopping today. But I haven’t gotten a response yet from Digizyme at all this week. Kind of worrying about it.

Next week:

eight of wands – nine of wands | nine of cups – king of wands

My boss will make an appearance, and I’ll be stressed and busy it seems. Communication will happen and something I’ve been wanting will come into the picture. Its’ also my birthday next week!! Yay!

Ace/wands – Six/wands – Ace/pentacles – Five/wands | A business opportunity that I may have beaten the competition out of OR did not see that there was competition for it. Receiving some news prematurely that will make me feel confident and energetic. Hmm.

Yes! I got a resume response and am currently in the running for a position at Digizyme. Its’ an entry level position for Graphic Design. They’re supposed to give me a project to do to see how my skills are in terms of what they do. So, I’m still waiting for it. I just hope that ace/pentacles is what that project is referring to. I also finished the Tremont Tearoom menus that Alex wanted me to do. Ace/pents also could relate to that I received two packages I’ve been waiting for.

Next Week:

Knight of Pentacles – Chariot – Knight of Wands – 3/Pentacles

So next week, looks like some message I have been waiting for will arrive. I’ll be torn about it though… and it seems to be warning to not rush into a new project or work relationship of sorts?

Four of Coins – King of Wands – Ten of Cups – Queen of Swords | Looks like I’m going to be talking to my boss about what happened? I’ll receive some sort of clarity and will hold onto something and/or give away something I didn’t want to give away at first.

Well I had quite the week. On New Year’s Eve, I went and read at my first party. It was in concord and I read with another psychic from the Tearoom. We read the entire time and the guests were really into asking us questions which is always nice. I guess I wasn’t seeking clarity, but I was the one giving clarity (queen/swords). This past week I was definitely more emotional than normal as I did a lot of thinking about what happened in August… Four of Coins could refer to the cover. Its’ been kinda annoying working on the tearoom menu cover since my boss isn’t giving me a lot of feedback on my ideas and instead he turns them down and asks me to think outside of the box when that’s what I normally do… yeah. Very frustrating. But I think I finally got something he likes.

Next Week:

Ace/wands – Six/wands – Ace/pentacles – Five/wands

A business opportunity that I may have beaten the competition out of OR did not see that there was competition for it. Receiving some news prematurely that will make me feel confident and energetic. Hmm.

Oh and coding the new site is slowly coming along.

Note: site may look funky for the next week or so, I’m giving it a much needed redesign. 🙂

Queen of Coins – four of wands – eight of wands – king of swords | home, celebration – family, communication – message, positive feedback

Yep, since it was christmas there was definitely a lot of giving, celebration, home, family, communication and positive feedback. It was definitely a good week. I got a lot of awesome christmas presents and we saw the nutcracker today. I’ve started doing healing meditations this past week and I’ve never felt better. I also got a Himalayan salt lamp and that’s really helped me a lot too. So much so someone noticed at work that my energy was different. I feel alive, instead of depressed and sad. Gonna keep doing those meditations until the candle burns out completely. 🙂

I also had my first bad experience as a reader this past week. I had a phone reading with someone and within two cards into the reading they told me the reading was too amateurish and demanded their money back and hung up. They wouldn’t even give me a chance as they talked most of the time and usually I start with the basic interpretations and build on the reading based on the feedback they give me. I just kinda broke down at work after it happened because it was a total shock to me that someone would be that rude – they were even rude to the admin afterwards demanding to have one of the better readers and there is no such thing as a “better reader” because we aren’t hired based on our reading style, we’re hired based on our psychic ability and ahem, my boss even said I was very psychic – so.

Next Week:

Four of Coins – King of Wands – Ten of Cups – Queen of Swords

Looks like I’m going to be talking to my boss about what happened? I’ll receive some sort of clarity and will hold onto something and/or give away something I didn’t want to give away at first.

Three of Swords – King of Wands – Four of Swords – Six of Swords | Disappointment, hurt. Change, in charge. Thinking, pondering. Travel, moving away, technology.

As always the king/wands referred to my boss and I think the three/swords may have been referring to my heartbreak that keeps resurfacing. I did do a lot of  thinking/pondering about the menu as well as some meditative work. Not sure what the six/swords was referring to.

Queen of Coins – four of wands – eight of wands – king of swords

home, celebration – family, communication – message, positive feedback