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Reading for Early Graduation

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With so many obstacles and bumps in the road for my early graduation approval, I decided to do a tarot reading to gain insight/guidance about what is to come and what I may have to overcome.

(I really shouldn’t be blogging right now since its way past my bed time, but I had the urge to do the reading now, and when that happens, its usually the right time for such things)

Q: Will I graduate early? (I realize this question may be kind of vague for this kind of spread but I wanted to see my results first and then do a more in depth spread if I have to)


1. Six of Swords

According to Psychic Revelation

Generally the 6 shows at least a slight reduction in stress and strain. Things may not be perfect, but they are going to be better than they may have been in the recent past. Take this time to get your head above water and decide where you’re going from here. Even a short break or change of scenery will be helpful. This doesn’t have to cost money.

2. King of Wands reversed

According to Psychic Revelation

In general the King of Wands reversed is a positive card. People around you are likely to be kind, tolerant, and understanding. You should have more than enough energy to get what you need to do accomplished. Again, a light haired, older man may play an important and helpful role in your life.

3. King of Coins

According to Psychic Revelation

The King of Pentacles speaks of authority, tradition, and success in money matters. When he appears in a reading, it’s a sign that now is not a time to be a maverick, now is a time to follow the establish way of doing things. When he stands in for a literal man in your life, it generally refers to a very masculine fellow with hair and eyes on the darker end of the spectrum.

Then I did a “finishing card”. Usually when I do a “finishing card” its because the spread doesn’t feel complete and something important needs to be shown and this is usually done intuitively.  


4. Finishing Card: The Lover’s Reversed

According to Psychic Revelation

When this card appears in reverse, it’s very likely that you are feeling ambivalent about a relationship or situation in your life. You must pay attention to what your gut is telling you and to try to analyze and get clear about what this is and why. Your feelings and emotions are there for a reason. Don’t ignore them.

Even when reversed The Lovers is a powerfully positive omen, particularly of course for romantic relationships, but in truth, for all relationships in your life. The card is associated with the astrological sign of Gemini, “The Twins”.

 At first glance I think the end result will be good. I will probably graduate on time and will get something done early. However, the King of Pentacles doesn’t make sense but at the same time he does. I don’t like the, “Now is a time to follow the established way of doing things” because that means I will have to may not graduate early. But at the same time, that card may be telling me to follow the necessary steps that are required to get my grade appealed and work around my problems with graduating early.

King of Wands made me laugh, its’ obviously talking about one of the deans 🙂 and the energy of this card is great too, it should mean that people will be willing to work with me and make sure I get this fight done and over with. The King of Wands could also be speaking about my Learning Services councilor… which would make more sense I guess since he’s writing a letter to get my grade appealed, etc. and playing an important role.

First card, Six of Wands, is easy. Perhaps this may indicate when I’ll find out if it’ll be appealed. The only time I’ll be traveling anytime soon will be Thanksgiving.

We’ll see what happens!

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iSad

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Moments after news broke about Steve Jobs’ death, a rainbow popped out of the Pixar campus (taken with my iPhone 4). Rest in peace, Steve, and thank you. SOURCE
Steve Jobs bought a small studio, “The Graphics Group” in 1986 and later renamed is “Pixar”.

iSad. We Sad. World Sad.

“Apple has lost a visionary and creative genius, and the world has lost an amazing human being. Those of us who have been fortunate enough to know and work with Steve have lost a dear friend and an inspiring mentor. Steve leaves behind a company that only he could have built, and his spirit will forever be the foundation of Apple.” – Apple.com/stevejobs 

As some of the readers of the blog may know, I am one who does not believe in coincidences. I honestly believe the rainbow above Pixar is a mystical occurrence, photographic evidence of someone achieving the Rainbow Body of Light taught in Buddhism. The timing of the rainbow is impeccable and instantly awakens the questioning mind. Interestingly an article was published today by CNN journaling Jobs’ philosophy and spirituality:

The name of Jobs’ company is said to be inspired by the Beatles’ Apple Corps, which repeatedly sued the electronics maker for trademark infringement until signing an exclusive digital distribution deal with iTunes. Like the Beatles, Jobs took a spiritual retreat to India and regularly walked around his neighborhood and the office barefoot.  

Traversing India sparked Jobs’ conversion to Buddhism. Kobun Chino, a monk, presided over his wedding to Laurene Powell, a Stanford University MBA. SOURCE

 Even Job’s said himself that he doesn’t believe in coincidences:

 “I believe life is an intelligent thing, that things aren’t random,” Jobs said in a 1997 interview with Time, providing a glimpse into his complicated belief system that extends well beyond the Buddhist teachings. SOURCE

According to an article published by The Red Dragon Shop,

The ultimate Great Completion culmination is the Rainbow or Body of Light attainment. This is widely recognized as a sign of extreme sanctity in Tibetan Buddhism and among the Bönpo.  [..] The Rainbow Body – The Body of Light is light without shadow; it is awareness without obscurations; it is omniscience; it is pure space. […] The Body of Light represents a complete and total and radical transformation of one’s status of being, a rediscovery of what was primordially present, and this condition is permanent. It is Awareness itself and is dependent on nothing else.

Sogyal Rinpoche wrote,

In 1952 there was a famous instance of the rainbow body in the East of Tibet, witnessed by many people. The man who attained it, Sonam Namgyal, was the father of my tutor at the beginning of this book. He was a very simple, humble person, who made his way as an itinerant stone carver, carving mantras and sacred texts. Some say he had been a hunter in his youth, and had received a teaching from a great master. No one really knew he was a practitioner; he was truly called a “hidden yogin.” . . . he then fell ill, or seemed to, but became strangely, increasingly happy. When he illness got worse, his family called in masters and doctors.

His son told him he should remember, ‘Everything is illusion, but I am confident that all is well.’ Just before his death at seventy-nine, he said “All I ask is that when I die, don’t move my body for a week.” When he died his family wrapped his body and invited Lamas and monks to come and practice for him. They placed the body in a small room in the house, and they could not help noticing that although he had been a tall person, they had no trouble getting it in, as if he were becoming smaller. At the same time, an extraodinary display of rainbow-coloured light was seen all around the house. When they looked into the room on the sixth day, they saw that the body was getting smaller and smaller. On the eight day after his death, the morning in which the funeral had been arranged, the undertakers arrived to collect the body. When they undid its coverings, they found nothing inside but his nails and hair.

Those who have mastered the trek-chod phase of Dzogchen in which pure and total presence is stabilized, are able to do to-gal. This is the final Dzogchen practice which enables the yogi at the time of death to dissolve his or her physical body into the essence of the elements.

The above photo was taken (on my cell phone so sorry for the quality) when I was traveling to Cancun, Mexico, which turned out to be one of the most mystical experiences I’ve had, in the most sublime way (everything ended up being related to the Orion constellation, I wrote about it here). 
While I was riding in the air plane, I kept noticing this rainbow bubble (mid picture to the right) that was following the direction of the plane. It only appeared when we were over a cloudy area. The sun was low on the other side of the airplane so it couldn’t have been a reflection or light shining on a reflective spot on the plane. I have completely forgotten about it until now because it reminds me of the rainbow bodies of light illustrated in this picture!: 
It just occurred to me that the old apple logo was a rainbow:

Mystical Life, Research

Fundamental Thinking; Reality as a Design

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While I take a break from my logo that is apparently due next wednesday not a week from next wednesday (ugh) I’m going to write some reflections based on my thoughts about the whole 2012 fiasco.

 

I’m not going to go into ‘conspiracy theory’ all too much but I am going to interpret this significant date according to what I have studied based on design theory and philosophy. Yes.

 

Its going to be so simple it’ll blow your mind away…

 

All of these thoughts have been cooped up in my head since the release of the 2009 movie, 2012 (which I never saw). In my opinion all these theoretical physicists that talk about 2012 are only getting half of it right and most of it is just BS.

 

And so we begin —

 

In my mind, this reality is a design. And to understand design we must define it. The definition of Design means to intensify an already existing message. If reality is a design, reality must have a message. Design, all types of design, contain a set group of principles that can be applied to -all- design disciplines. Principles such as; unity, contrast, balance, movement, proportion, emphasis, and finally space. But how can the designer apply these principles to Nature (the physical and spiritual)? Very Simply.

 

The designer must understand the timeless commandment, “And so above and so below and so below, as above.” When this is completely accepted and understood it can be transformative. In order to understand the Universe, which I define as One Song (Uni = one, verse = song), we need to understand what it means to be ONE; to be unified, to be unified does not mean to be civilized. In order to be one, we must be divided, and in order to be divided we must be one.

 

“But that’s contradictory,” you say.

 

Exactly. The second principle of the universe (or design) is contrast, otherwise known as dualism. Like I said earlier; in order to be one, we must be divided, and in order to be divided we must be one. 1 cannot exist without 2 since 2 contains opposing (but sometimes attracting) polarities. These opposing polarities when attracted to each other they become a part of the whole. For example, in a work of art, there is often positive space and negative space that make up the whole composition and make it unified.

 

After reading about how there are only two emotions in existence: fear and love and reading about how energy is consistent and essentially all energy is the same, I had conjured up this equation:
[A+ B-] / [b- a+]
Where [A+ B-] refers to everything in the macro universe and [b- a+] refers to everything in the micro universe. The midsection indicated as ‘ / ’ is where everything commingles.  This equation can be applied to pretty much everything and thus got its name, “The Equation of Life”.
[A+ B-] / [b- a+]
can also be written as:
space-time [A+] time-space [B-] / time-space[b-] space-time [a+]
Dark [A+] Light [B-] / light[b-] dark [a+]
Space-time has these characteristics: positive, balls (particles), illusions, dark physicality
Time-space has these characteristics: negative, waves, light and consciousness (infinity).
The dark side [space-time]is visible, charming and appealing, just showing the beauty of the visible universe, only 4% of the universal mass.
The light side [time-space] is harmony. It conducts the nuclear dance of both visible and invisible universes; it is the only force that links them all. It is provoking an invisible alchemy.
So physical reality, the explosive world, would be characterized as [A+ B-]
The spiritual reality, the implosive world, would be characterized as [b- a+]
 
So let’s consider this equation, that was written to help us visualize this world, and apply it to the end of the world scenario.
First, before we continue, lets discuss movement as that is the next principle of design. The artistic definition of movement is; the arrangement of parts that draws the eye through the composition.
However, to better understand movement as a design principle lets put an addendum; Movement or motion creates the illusion of time and therefore change. The Law of Motion changes not, but all things change in motion. For motion is the force that holds events separate, each in its own proper place.
To put it simply; if we stop time… we end motion, which creates the illusion of time and thus we will propel ourselves into infinity and beyond…

British philosopher, Aleister Crowley stated clearly,  “Man will no longer worship God as an external factor, as in Paganism, or as an internal state of consciousness, as in Christianity, but will realize his identity with God.” Thusly, the end of the world scenario is the end of the dualistic approach to life. The end of the human frontier… because once we become ONE with ‘God’ we will be unified.

 

You exist, but at the same time you do not.
You’re awake, but at the same time you are not.
God is man. While at the same time Man is God.

 

So what’s the end of duality? The beginning of infinity, of unity, or a complete composition. Instead of a reality containing of harmonic proportions created by duality we will have a monochord, one vibration that will vibrate within all of us.

 

(to be continued)

 

Its been awhile since I last thought about this blog post, but almost a year later I had a similar conversation with a — er colleague — of mine who studies light, sound and form as well. While procrastinating packing my dorm room up, I ran across an alternative science database that I haven’t found before and this article. The article focused on the age-old idea that the earth is flat. I have had written ideas before suggesting that the earth/universe could indeed be flat: Holographic Reality and the World is Flat and the Universe is Flat. Apparently there are a few people out there that still believe that the world is flat.

 

We got into an interesting discussion about the possibility of the Earth being flat and how it could possibly function as a flat surface.
I posted this link onto my colleague’s facebook wall and the conversation began like this:
She commented jokingly, “All photographs of Earth from space are taken with FISH EYE LENSES to TRICK US!!!” 
In all seriousness, I then asked, “No, seriously have you thought about it though?“

She responded, “About a flat Earth? Not with my understanding of physics, which may or may not be faulty. But the Sun is visibly spherical, the moon is spherical, and the planets I’ve seen through a telescope also have the same light shading as a sphere rather than a disc. I wouldn’t consider the Earth to be a special case.

Expanding Earth, that I’ve considered. “

“But isn’t there always a dual option though in this world? What’s the opposite of spherical? Flat. If everything is an illusion in this manifest world, things that would appear flat, would be spherical and vice versa, theoretically,” I insisted.
 
She then replied, “I don’t really believe the world operates on duality as much as a refracted spectrum of plurality. We could divide numbers as even or odds, but we could also differentiate by multiples of three or fives. I feel it has much more to do with perspective than duality. All illusions are equally false.“
And then added, “Can we count a Mobius strip as being flat?“
“It looks like its technically a spiral, so yes,” I answered.
Continuing, she said, “I don’t know if there’s physical evidence to support this, but I still think of the universe as expanding from a central point and collapsing back into itself when its expansion is no longer enough to overcome its gravity.“
“Yes. I’ve seen that in Tibetan art,” I said confidently. 
Then I asked, “what if our eyes are natural fish eye lenses?“
She answered, “That’s still assuming physical matter is actual rather than perceptual. But we could also be light, shining onto inert information and perceiving it as experience…“
I then asked, “Light shining upon light equals what?“   
“Experience,” she said simply.
Then she added, “We could equate light with attention, as we equate darkness with the unseen. There has to be an interaction of some sort for there to be anything to experience.”   
“A world between worlds,” I said.
 Then she asked, “If we perceive no opposition, interference, interaction, can we perceive otherness or plurality?“
“Are we built to do that? I don’t think so, if we could, there would be no division,” I responded.
“Light absorption,” I then added.
 “That would be the point where illusion refracts as a distortion of reality. We can take a flat sheet of paper and pinch it somewhere, perceiving it as something other than paper, just because it has an apparent shape other than that which surrounds it. It’s still the same thing though,” she responded.
“Exactly,” I said.
Then I added, “If we are beings of light, entering a world of light — a different kind of light — we would distort that reality because the present reality of who we are is already light … the distorted reality is the reality we perceive to be real, as in the world we exist in now.“

Continuing, she said, “Holographic apparitions rather than solid, actually separate entities. Perhaps this is why dimensions intersect each other at 90 degree angles. It’s just us coming back on ourselves in new ways to experience multiplicity.

So particles are twists of space-time… “  

“Intersections of light. And! If absolute zero is no vibratory motion of any particle, it’s because there is no interaction. It would be uninterrupted flatness,” she added.
 “Ah ha! Flat,” I exclaimed.
  
Then she asked, “We can extend on forever uninterrupted, but projecting requires an other to bounce off of. 0D as a source?” She laughed.
 
Laughing with her, I responded, “0D would be light though, it has to be.“
Thinking out loud, I said, “but things can’t bounce off if there is no density to it…“
“It’s pretty awesome that we had the same thought train about interrupted light and projections,” she said.
Then she asked, “But what -is- light? Consciousness? Beingness? That Which Is or the attention thereof? We seemingly innately equate it with positivity. So that which we see is light and that which we refuse to attend to is dark? I feel like the metaphor works in a literal way, I’m just not sure how.“
“Oh shiny!!” I exclaimed.
“Actually, I think “oh shiny” may be the answer to your question,” I added.
Pondering, she asked, “How does the light in a holograph work? Bounced off of a reflection?“
“What happens when physical light reflects off a metallic surface? It catches our attention, because  we somehow can relate to it, for whatever reason,” I said.
Continuing, she said, “That is precisely why, as I’ve gotten older, I’ve become more interested in sparkly sorts of things. Every living thing flourishes with light, and many animals instinctively collect shinies.“

Finishing the conversation, I said, “By the way… spirals as expressions of light intersecting with each other? perhaps why they appear -everywhere- in nature?“

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Bad drama is bad

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(for those who aren’t aware of EVP and RS this may seem confusing and this post is in general for my purposes only)

I’m gonna stop research for awhile.
I was in a really bad internet drama over the weekend and its made me rethink some things.
I was officially banned from the EVP and RS forum because of posting a prediction of the future done by Aleister Crowley and mentioning Aleister Crowley. WHO is a philosopher by the way and not a satanist. The church declared him one… he may have dabbled in black arts, but he was more of a philosopher than anything else.

I posted the following:

“In the Aeon of Horus the dualistic approach to religion will be transcended through the abolition of the present notion of a God external to oneself. The two will be united. “Man will no longer worship God as an external factor, as in Paganism, or as an internal state of consciousness, as in Christianity, but will realize his identity with God.” The new Aeon of Horus, based on the union of the male and female polarities, will involve the magical use of semen and ecstasy, culminating in an apotheosis of matter – “in the realization of the old Gnostic notion that matter is not dual but one with the Spirit” — symbolized by the androgynous Baphomet of the Templars and the Illuminati.”

Basically with RS and EVP they claim that they know what’s happening behind the veil (yes in the spirit world). So they believe they are basically speaking to spirits, and such who give them information based on the current situation on earth, and why we are here, etc. and that this information comes from the Universal Mind/God. They basically would take a current event, reverse it and analyze it. I have done a fair share of RSing and do respect its ideals and how its used. And its also been scientifically documented as a true phenomena as well (they don’t say that its from the Universal Mind/God but they do state that RS is a legitimate phenomena of speech, that when we reversed recorded speech there will be phrases and recognizable things that we do not hear in forward speech).

And they claim that the apocalypse will be an apotheosis which will reunite man with god as one entity, making man apart of god.

However, the way the forum was administered pissed me off.

First, I’d post lots of work regarding my reversals, mixing some mysticism, and my own interpretations in them. And then I wouldn’t get any responses for days on end on my posts from the community and the community would get upset because I just wanted a little feedback/acknowledgement for the work I did, otherwise the way I saw it, why bother doing it if no one is appreciating it??

Secondly, I don’t care whether something appears good or evil as I don’t personally believe that good and evil exist. I upset a lot of members when I said the Reptillians, the ones who’ve been causing much of the war and pain here on earth, I said that the Reptillians weren’t evil.. because I don’t believe in good and evil because in order to be “united” you need Dualism… yes I did just contradict myself, but that’s Dualism in action… Its just my way of accepting similarities and differences. Most of the members disagreed with me… they said they were the Epitome of Evil. That they should express hate towards them. I said that in order to heal and move on we should accept the Reptillians for what they’ve done and forgive them. Sure they’ve tortured us and done everything they could possibly think of to make our lives terrible and a nightmare to live in. But… producing hate, and expressing it towards any entity doesn’t do anything or anyone good. It won’t help us heal at all.

That was the first time I think I really affected my reputation there…

In general the mod that banned me said that I was bringing up old drama and BS that they covered a long time ago… well I’m sorry, I don’t have time to read the 500 page + archive. Please point me in the right direction where those Reversals are listed, I’ll be happy to read them. They never did.

They also said that I appeared “lonely and unstable” in my posts and that my posts made a lot of the members uncomfortable. I apparently also brought stress and other unnecessary behind-the-scene drama that they apparently didn’t want to deal with anymore.

I apparently offended the mod who banned me so much that she continued to make assumptions about how I spoke to her in emails.

I may have cussed twice at her because I was upset.
I may have not used proper grammar because I was upset.
And through this she assumed that I:
-Smoked (I don’t, I have respiratory problems)
-Took medication (I dont)
and assumed a lot of other things that I obviously don’t do just because I didn’t use proper grammar and posted BS about our so-called ancient past and such and that I didn’t seem to take a hint (well if I’m making a mistake perhaps you should tell me?).

I had only been there for three-four months and that’s a relatively new member… to that forum at least

I don’t have access to the messages anymore but the way she wrote and treated me in her messages was absolutely disgusting.

I had never been hurt so much by someone from the internet. I usually don’t CARE if I get into internet drama. But if it gets personal like this one did, then it starts to hurt.

Because my research is relatively close to me and its something I enjoy doing when I have the time.

That’s why I came to EVP and RS because it reflected my research really well.
Well, I guess this is an end of an era… a very short era. I probably won’t be doing much RSing now, just because I don’t have a community that will look at the work that I’ve done. But now I do have their insight about the physical world and our purpose here. That’s something to take away, definitely.

In my opinion, I have done nothing wrong. The actions of the administrator was unjust and made me completely loose faith in RS and EVP (or at least the information that was being offered, not the phenomena itself).

It just saddens me that it had to end like this.

But its made me rethink my research a bit.
It seems lately, all I’ve been doing is offending people.
Which isn’t getting anywhere with my mission in trying to enlighten people.
I understand that truth is often denied first before it is accepted. But this is getting ridiculous.

I’m pretty much over it now. But a lot of the hurt I think I’ve been experiencing is from shock.

Mystical Life, P-Articles, P-Research, Symbols

O, to become a Star

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Every little girl (and boy) dreams of becoming a star. To be in the spotlight, to be famous and known for your talent(s) and to be recognized; to have fame and a huge fortune. This all sounds great, especially for life in the physical world. Has it occurred to anyone, however, that the famous are actually a ‘top’ secret club that is extremely sinister on the inside? Has it ever occurred to you that some of the humanitarian songs and activities that the celebrities do is just for show? To hide the REAL person? Duality is something that everyone should take seriously into consideration; you’ll learn that when something SEEMS positive on the outside, may actually be extremely sinister on the inside. Its also called the concept of balance, the asymmetrical built of the Universe… and the best example of all of this is the Sirius constellation.

May 23, 2011 I wrote about the connection of the Sirius mystery to Human history. Which goes into detail about the symbolism regarding this star and its appearance in our society. The biggest piece of information to be learnt about this constellation is that it contains a companion star, Sirius Star A and Sirius Star B:

The triangle is a highly symbolic symbol in today’s society and the Sirius Star located around it/in the middle may in fact be the origin of the “All-Seeing Eye” or the Eye of Horus:

On the US seal, the Eye is surrounded by the words Annuit Cœptis, meaning “He approves (or has approved) [our] undertakings”, and Novus Ordo Seclorum, meaning “New Order of the Ages”. The Eye is positioned above an unfinished pyramid with thirteen steps, representing the original thirteen states and the future growth of the country. The lowest level of the pyramid shows the year 1776 in Roman numerals. The combined implication is that the Eye, or God, favors the prosperity of the United States. Novus Ordo Seclorum is actually from a prophecy.

“Novus Ordo Seclorum is a quotation from the 4th Ecolque and was borrowed in turn by Virgil from the mystic Sibylline records.” – Charles A.L. Totten ‎

“A mighty order of ages is born anew. Both the prophetic Virgin and Saturnian kingdoms now return. Now a new progeny is let down from the lofty heavens… The Boy soon to be born in whom the iron age shall come to an end, and the golden one shall arise again in the whole earth.” ‎

“Whatso tracks remain of our old wickedness, once done away, shall free the earth from never-ceasing fear. He shall receive the life of gods, and see heroes with gods commingling, and himself be seen of them.”

“And with his father’s worth reign o’er a world at peace.”

The Age of Horus was predicted by Aleister Crowley, an occult practitioner, who had been extremely influential to the music industry:

 

the Aeon of Horus the dualistic approach to religion will be transcended through the abolition of the present notion of a God external to oneself. The two will be united. “Man will no longer worship God as an external factor, as in Paganism, or as an internal state of consciousness, as in Christianity, but will realize his identity with God.” The new Aeon of Horus, based on the union of the male and female polarities, will involve the magical use of semen and ecstasy, culminating in an apotheosis of matter – “in the realization of the old Gnostic notion that matter is not dual but one with the Spirit” — symbolized by the androgynous Baphomet of the Templars and the Illuminati.

My thoughts of the Illuminati and BS that’s been going around: I understand why everything about them seems mysterious, wrong, and sinister. Just plain evil, etc. But how can we assume that they are? What if they created that image of themselves just to deceive us even more? You can’t be certain that this group is evil… just because they are doing things out of the norm they aren’t evil. What if they are preparing us for the BIG event that will happen in the future? What if they will become our teachers?

Just because the Illuminati make themselves appear evil because they are breaking down our society as we know it to form a One World Government…  doesn’t mean they are. We are used to the current world and anyone going against it is deemed “evil”…

No one is certain that they are evil, and yes sometimes the imagery and symbolism may be evil, but like all Duality, whatever appears EVIL may actually be GOOD and whatever APPEARS to be GOOD may actually be EVIL.

Duality is huge in my life, my clairvoyance is based off of it… like whatever appears in my mind as the total and final outcome of something… it ends up as the complete opposite even if my gut and intuition says so…

Like for example, over the summer I was trying to take out the air conditioner at my summer house and it fell out of the window. I got injured pretty badly, and didn’t even notice until I was outside. I was balling my eyes out and all I could think of was the air conditioner on the ground in pieces… but as soon as I turned around the corner, it wasn’t. It was lying a on pile of dead leaves, protected.

Just because something goes through your mind and that you are absolutely sure of it, doesn’t mean that it is true. Just because the symbolisms that we see in society may be evil, their Ultimate meanings may actually not be what we think they are.

“Had! The manifestation of Nuit.

The unveiling of the company of heaven.

Every man and woman is a star.

Every number is infinite; there is no difference.

Help me, o warrior lord of Thebes, in my unveiling before the Children of men!”

 

 – The opening lines of the Book of the Law

I do beLIEve that evil exists but at the same time (a big surprise here) I don’t. Because of the concept of Duality…. in order to be ONE you need TWO.

Jesus said in the Gospel of Thomas; “On the day when you were one, you became two. But when you become two, what will you do?” 


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Back at College

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Amazing to think I am back a school.

I finished move in around 2, and spent around a half hour getting food.

Parents left, and then I spent around 2 and a half hours organizing and unpacking.

After, I relaxed had a smirnoff and then took a four hour nap.

Most of the suitemates so far seem to be okay. There is a social group however that already exists so I think it might be hard to get to know them, but one of them (who is in the group but not in the suite) knows me…. so maybe it won’t be so bad. But when we were in the kitchen I felt kinda ignored =/ oh well…. I don’t really care if they are mean to me or open to me or not because I won’t be here all year… I’m hoping to graduate in the winter.

I woke up from my nap not feeling too hot. I feel like I have a head cold coming down and I’m kinda sick to my stomach… but I’m going to go to bed soon and hopefully in the morning I’ll be better. After all before my nap (around 6) I had been up SINCE 6 am.

I think I was just exhausted and heat exhausted.

Anyway, here is my reading for this semester:

Tarot

1. Seven of Coins

Card of Crossroads.

assessing

evaluating the status

reflecting on progress to date

reviewing what’s been done

pausing to check results

making sure you’re on course

finding out where you stand

taking stock

reaping a reward

finally seeing some results

enjoying the first fruits

getting returns on investments

receiving payoffs

being able to let up a bit

reaching a milestone

considering a direction change

weighing a different approach

pondering alternatives

thinking about change

opening to a new strategy

questioning your choices

standing at a crossroads

2. Four of Swords

Card of Rest

resting

taking a break

giving your body time to heal

avoiding overexertion

finding peace and quiet

relaxing body and soul

taking life easy

contemplating

gaining a better perspective

listening for your Inner Voice

taking time alone to think

standing back from the situation

examining your motivations

reviewing where you are

quietly preparing

consolidating inner resources

making sure your base is secure

getting ready for the future

coming to terms with what is

tieing up loose ends

stabilizing

3. Ten of Coins

Card of Permanence

enjoying affluence

having material abundance

being free from money problems

enjoying business success

feeling financially secure

seeing your ventures flourish

having a run of good fortune

seeking permanence

looking for a solution that will last

creating a lasting foundation

feeling secure as things are

being concerned with the long-term

having an orderly family life

moving beyond makeshift arrangements

nailing down the plan

following convention

staying within established guidelines

proceeding according to the rules

taking part in traditions

becoming part of the Establishment

being conservative

trusting in the tried-and-true

continuing in known patterns

Runes

Uruz: (U: Auroch, a wild ox.) Physical strength and speed, untamed potential. A time of great energy and health. Freedom, energy, action, courage, strength, tenacity, understanding, wisdom. Sudden or unexpected changes (usually for the better). Sexual desire, masculine potency. The shaping of power and pattern, formulation of the self.

Sowilo: (S: The sun.) Success, goals achieved, honor. The life-force, health. A time when power will be available to you for positive changes in your life, victory, health, and success. Contact between the higher self and the unconscious. Wholeness, power, elemental force, sword of flame, cleansing fire.

Ansuz: (A: The As, ancestral god, i.e. Odin.) A revealing message or insight, communication. Signals, inspiration, enthusiasm, speech, true vision, power of words and naming. Blessings, the taking of advice. Good health, harmony, truth, wisdom.

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Beggars

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Whelp. I am %95 packed. There are a few things around my room I need to look at, but everything else… all packed.

Can’t believe summer is officially over. Phew. Didn’t think I’ll see the day… always say that.

Anyway today was interesting.

I had lunch with a good friend of mine from high school who went to Caltech and just finished. She’s starting Graduate school at MIT this fall. We met a California Pizza Kitchen. I had a chicken sandwich with herb and onion bread, lettuce, avocado and bacon. Delicious.

I then left for dick blicks and I got there okay. I found what I needed okay. Mounting board was on sale!! Buy 2 get one free… so I bought 4 and got 2 free. I also got copper etching solution since I have a project in mind and the solution is hard to get, and paper binding compound to make my own pads of paper.

I used up a gift card I had from my birthday. I also didn’t have to pay for parking!! Awesome.

I had an interesting experience today though. I am completely aware of the number of homeless people and the beggars out in between the streets holding a signs, etc. but I never had anyone come up to me and INTENTIONALLY beg… I was walking back to my car an african american woman came up to me, less than five inches from my face looked directly in my eyes and told me that she appreciated how nice I was to her and told me a sob story and begged for money. I told her that I was an unemployed art student who doesn’t earn much. Then she proceeded to ask if I could buy her a cup of coffee, and I told her -again- that I was an unemployed art student who didn’t have much to give, I only had enough money left to finish my errands for the rest of the day.

Ironically enough all what was going on through my mind was the CBS series about Hunger in America, and synchronistically that same series was on again tonight.

I decided to RS this because I took it as a “sign” something to make me pay attention.

Below is the content from the reversal. F is Forward and R is reverse. Everything in parentheses was not in the original recording but the people on the other side intercepted and changed. Sound goes through many materials, and here it can pick up sounds on the other side of the veil or mind. We are getting information from the Universal Mind, the part of our brains that we’ve been shut off that we can’t use. This mysticism is based on the fact that reality is indeed a mirror, a hologram.

F: (come here… working.) (Mouth) There’s a woman today (big net) Um (this is it) that begged for money (it begged for monies). um and, it got me thinking, because it has never happened to me and I kinda wished that I could help her but I didn’t (hide) personally have any money left. (seen bigger) uh was there anything about this that’s trying to teach me? because if so…. (odd). (He’ll be great)(you forgot a mug) that moment in time. (it was trying to get me to see). And (follows also interesting) that um, they’re continuing the “hunger in america” series tonight on TV. So, (she’s living in the ghetto, hunger) and, um synchronistically too. (Wish, out backwards, wait) (so many beggars) this never really been apart of my life. Um, so yah.

Sound file: http://www.kglyphics.com/music/reversals/forwardbeggar.wav

R: Hi wuss. Monies, whatever. Eric’s nephilim. The One’s sick. Sees that ghost. Give to that black sheep. Goust/Ghost, nervous. So nervous, Ma. Derma, Mary Louise. Whose the wuss. He’s lost to Ma. Fan of Seers. Dad’s scaring my mother, give them a hug. Whose Niddle. Month. Have the instruments, has arrived. Knife. Yes. Urbian hut. Her net is too calm. Mars, eaten Mom. Dad, they’re bargin. Worst defeat. They’re evil. Wha… Wars Sphinx. They’re keep/lucky. Who just lost. Pfft its certain. Darkness/Darkening, the earth’s tilt. Mop. Air bubbles clogging around Nib. Right in the blizzard, Pria. You missed, the owl. Dells’, Darpa/Derpa. The couch. Hopeful eyes, piss me off. Snake. Needs me, pack my meds. Circuit. Circle. His nephew, Husband’s good. Mexico, its the Nemesis.

Sound file: http://www.kglyphics.com/music/reversals/reversebeggar.wav

I’m not sure what the RS community has to say about this, but I find the reversals intriguing.

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East Coast Earthquake: Mineral, Virgina

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Above image is a google earth earthquake radar.

Ever since May, 25, 2011 when I wrote about the New Madrid Line being affected which could possibly produce aftershocks all the way to the east coast if affected badly, I’ve been half expecting an earthquake on the east coast. While this earthquake wasn’t on the New Madrid line, a HAARP ring WAS detected there. The earthquake happened on an old unseductive cratonic ( craton is the stable portion of a continent) plate. AND we thought earthquakes only happened on tectonic plates…

“The key to geophysical warfare is the identification of environmental instabilities to which the addition of a small amount of energy would release vastly greater amounts of energy.” – Professor Gordon J.F. MacDonald.

Notice in the image above, the Low points showcase severe thunderstorms and bad weather and the high points have relatively nice weather. On the east coast especially, where the earthquake happened. There is absolutely no evidence of rain.

The weather instability was in the North-midwest where we see in the HAARP ring video. We see it over Bismarck, Rapid City, Sioux Falls, etc. All HAARP needs to do it put a small amount of energy into the instability and then in effect it creates a large amount of energy which in effect would cause the earthquake out in Colorado and that is why we also see the HAARP there.

Global Air Circulation and Air Pressure At the Surface

equatorial areas receive more insolation than higher latitudes

excess heat transported toward poles

air rises (adiabatically) at the equator (leaving a low pressure system at the surface); adiabatically rising air cools; can hold less moisture, water vapor condenses and eventually rains down -> rain forest

air sinks (adiabatically) near the poles (creating a high pressure system at the surface); adiabatically sinking air warms; can hold more moisture -> extremely dry climate (Antarctica is driest place on Earth)

Earth’s spin deflects moving air (see Lecture 15). This leads to additional low- and high-pressure belts at the surface:

high pressure at 30o latitude: air sinks and heats adiabatically; captures moisture, therefore it rains more rarely -> deserts

low pressure near 60o adiabatically rising air cools; can hold less moisture, water vapor condenses and eventually rains down

Source: http://quakeinfo.ucsd.edu/~gabi/sio15/Lecture15.html

Numerical values according to the date of today:

8/23/11

8 – Qabbalistic number for total control

23 – 2012 = 20+1+2= 23. 2+3 =5

5… lots of meanings for 5; first of all 5 is the pentagram.

Note: Note trying to prove anything, just writing down some notes of what I’ve seen and heard.

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Myths and Storytelling

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I was reading my book,

Sacred Sounds

by Ted Andrews, today on the beach when I came across a chapter that talks about myths, mystical teachings and storytelling. My head was going, YES YES YES!!! all excitedly, because that’s what a huge part of my research is, rediscovering the art of symbology and how it connected to the esotericism in myths and folklore.

Someone else published what I thought I had only seen. Apparently a mystic storyteller was a bard, who was able to carry on the mystical teachings and put them into story format that the public was able to accept. If they didn’t know they were mystical teachings, then the wisdom would be kept but the mystique might be lost.

Which brings me to conclude how I believe Science-fiction, fantasy and other ‘otherwordly’ stories of our time, may in fact be very real. That the author was taping into the Universal Mind and pulled its teachings forward to create the story. So before chucking a story away that may appear to be far fetched, study it and analyze its contents. What teaching may be contained within it or a moral or something that is supposed to enlighten the public.

I’d like to take this practice further and see how I can incorporate a story format into my design work as well as my life in general. i think that would be cool.

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Dream about 2012

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So today during my nap I had a dream about 2012. It was more of a survival type dream than anything else. It felt very hollywood which is something in itself.

I had people I knew in this dream and will only use the first letter of their name.

—-dreamscape—-

I was transported to an area of the world that I felt was North Carolina however it was different. The air was cleaner and everything had a slightly bit more ethereal feel. The world looked a lot like it did presently. There were still trees, manicured lawns, houses made out of wood, etc. Post Modern.

I found myself to be standing on a small manicured hill outside a very futuristic looking building. The only description I could give is the Santorini houses in Santorini Greece, the white adobe and organic feel of the buildings. I managed to find myself inside the building and then I was lead to this room that was sealed shut. It actually had a toxic gas coming out of it and I coughed and covered my mouth and backed away.

Then a patron of the place came up to me and asked me if I would like to go in there. The patron said the gas was just for security reasons. The female patron told me that there was an electromagnetically charged vehicle in there in test mode. It was supposed to be able to go into the future and past. I perked up at that, but I had a hard time trusting this patron.

I told her this and the female patron understood. She released the air-tight door that sealed the machine and the door fell to the ground. As soon as she released the door the toxic gas stopped spitting out. The vehicle without warning came quickly toward me. I yelped and jumped out of the way and the patron stood there chuckling. The vehicle slowed to a stop and it was hovering! It looked more like a mobile pad than anything. There was no sealed covering and exposed like a convertible. There was a steal railing all around and only a small box of controls at what appeared to be the front. There was no sign of an exhaust pipe or anything that determined it ran on electromagnetism. The vehicle itself had a metal bottom but was as white as the building it was housed in.

The female patron asked me again if I wanted to test it out. I said yes slowly. She asked me where I would like to go. I noticed now that the female patron was wearing all black, had blond highlights and had a very classic look about her. She neither looked political or looked like a business woman.

I answered her that before I was transported here, there was much talk about the year 2012. She nodded and smiled. However she never said anything about which year it was currently. Then, it never occurred to me to ask her. I said to her I would like to see what will/what happened during that most anticipated year of human history.

The female agreed. She turned off the vehicle and the vehicle slowly descended to the ground. She instructed me to climb in. I did so and she told me to start the vehicle again. The vehicle slowly ascended and started to hover again. I felt a strange sensation through out my body. The female explained that it was the strong electromagnetic pulsing and since I came before the year 2012, my bodies’ genetics weren’t used to electromagnetism. The female set the time piece to the year 2012 and hit enter.

Suddenly I found myself in a very different world. It was still earth, but it wasn’t the clean, pristine world I had came from. I hovered around a bit and I noticed the number of debris that littered the ground. Scorched trees and broken machines could be seen. It looked like I had found myself in the middle of a war. However, everything was destroyed. I saw no people, only flattened houses and scorched trees. There was nothing for miles wide.

I flew around some more and after some time I found a small forest. I headed over and found some survivors. I also saw a ufo that had mounted and huge robots kind of like you would see in the movie Transformers. I lowered the vehicle to the ground and entered the forest. The war was still going on and I could hear laser beams.

I followed the laser beams and saw a group of grey aliens huddled together. Suddenly I heard my name and I turned around. There I saw Jay, one of my friends (In real life). I stopped the vehicle and descended to the ground.

“Kristi?” Jay said.

“Jay?!” I said.

“it’s me! I.. what’s going on?” I said and ran to him. I embraced him.

“You have no idea how glad I am to see you, everything gone terribly wrong. They made some bad moves and…”

“And what?” I asked.

“We’re it,” he said.

“The last?”

“yes, they made some bad moves, and the greys completely took over without warning. Some huge object came and wiped out a lot. Sarah Michelle Gellar is still alive and the president – not obama. Some white guy.”

“Oh jay, I’m so sorry.” I embraced him harder and cried.

“But listen,” he said. “You can save us with that machine. I know its from the future.”

“How?”

“We must go back to your time before you were transported and convince the President to not make those bad moves.”

“Okay, but first we must gather the survivors and convince the greys too.”

Jay nodded. By this time, I noticed I was dressed differently. I had an army green tank top on with cargo pants. My hair was curlier than usual and I carried a gun. Jay and I climbed into the vehicle and ascended once again to look for Sarah and the rest. We eventually found them and the greys again. By this time the vehicle was crowded with the survivors.

(the conversations in this next part is only a fraction of the real conversation, I couldn’t remember the real conversation that much)

I swerved around around and faced the group of greys. They, simultaneously, looked up at me. I held up my hands in peace. I began to shout. Suddenly I heard one of them saying, “No need to shout. Just think.”

I began to think what I wanted to say. I thought, Visitors from the grand cosmos, please hear me. I come from the past. I was transported ahead into the far future. I was disappointed that the world looked exactly like this current one, but only cleaner and more ethereal. Definitely not what I perceived the future to be. We were still in our old ways just improved. I know your race and its’ agenda, I know why you are here. I beg you to surrender.

After a few minutes of circling them, I heard one of them think, Alright. We’ll surrender. When you said the far future is like this present one, that means our race hasn’t changed, and that we’re still the slaves of the Reptillians. This war, would otherwise be pointless. Go back to your time, and convince your governments what has happened and hopefully that will change. Be wary that your governments will be pre-metamorphosis. I would highly recommend waiting until post-metamorphosis.

By then, it seemed like magic, that the vehicle automatically transported itself back to the far future, with the survivors and before when my pre-metamorphosis self found the vehicle. I jumped out and the others followed. The female patron was no where to be found.

I turned to Jay and said, “Did we do it?”

“I.. I have no idea” Jay said.

I looked around at the others and they seemed to have no idea either.

We all climbed into the vehicle again. I entered in 2011 and found myself and the vehicle at my beach house where I am now. I began to fly the vehicle towards washington dc.

The scene cut to the vehicle being in front of tall french windows of the white house. I was looking in the room and saw President Obama and Michelle Obama talking with a few people. I knocked on the windows. They all turned and stared at me. I broke the window by turning the vehicle on its side and crashing into the glass.

The security of the white house came into the room and before they could begin shooting, the generals in the vehicle turned and shot them.

I steadied the vehicle and told the President my message.

Needless to say they were all stunned, and took it seriously.

Once the meeting was over. The vehicle mysteriously transported back to 2012. I was sitting next to Sarah Michelle Gellar and Jay was driving the vehicle. As he moved to the forest were we began, I saw giants. I had remembered that I read that Humans were the race of tiny people and the giants that existed once on earth were a mixture of pledians and sirians. They stood tall above the forest dominating everything on the ground. The robotic transformers appeared miniature to these giants. Jay moved the vehicle up to the giants.

“I’m so happy to see you,” I said to one of them.

“And we’re happy to see you, you saved us from the worst possible outcome,” a male giant said. “we were able to keep the greys away when comet elenin came. ”

“Fantastic, I said. Does that mean, humans are free?”

“What’s left of them,” he said. “Which appears to be you lot.”

I nodded grimly. I said, “let me do something first.”

I transported everyone to the far future. We found ourselves in the same exact building the dream began in. Except everything was slightly different. The female patron was no where to be found, but there were scientists in the room as it had turned into a lab instead of a parlor.

They all dropped what they were doing and stared at us.

I flew through the window breaking the glass before they could do anything. As soon as I saw the outside, I knew it was different than before. I was high up in the atmosphere instead of looking down on a manicured lawn. And everything was full of light, light was every where. I could see it all, it was blinding at first.

The other survivors cheered. We swerved the vehicle to the closest platform and climbed out. I turned to Jay and hugged him hard. I whispered to him and he kissed me.

We all agreed to do something to celebrate and found the local bar. In this world, you could buy alcoholic drinks in beer bottle like containers. I picked a Strawberry Daiquiri and Sarah and I had fun chugging them down. In this world, no one had to know what we did, in this world, there were no secrets, there were no corrupt governments. In this world we were as free as we could be.

—-end dreamscape—-

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I am SO convinced that we are definitely heading into the Golden Age.
I am getting frustrated that more and more people are becoming more naive and ignorant by convincing themselves to not care about the date.

Unfortunately nothing will most likely happen on the exact date, December 21st, 2012, only the beginning of the season of Winter and Darkness. This is because Time, as we know it, does not exist at all. The current calendar, Gregorian appears to have been a manipulation of the Mayan Calendar because when the Spanish Conquistadors brought back the information to Templar Rome the Vatican Church used the information to create a whole new timeline, as known as the Gregorian Calendar. According to Jewish mysticism, Qabbalah, all calendars are ending on December 2012, illustrating a 2,000 year domination by the Sumerian Annunaki who changes the time lines way back to A.D. Annuno Dominio which essentially means “Annunaki Domination” in Latin, the ‘mother language’ of the Sumerians (Latin is the child language of ancient Sumerian which is the parent language of Latin).