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Full Moon Effect

Full moon effect! I have this. My co-workers (even my boss!) have noticed a pattern in my behavior at work. I was talking to the other designer and jokingly said that the full moon effects me. I become super psychic and creative during the week of the full moon (and a little bit after) and while there are mystical and spiritual folklore surrounding this, I needed facts! The downside of all this is that I don’t sleep very well which affects my behavior at work as well but that’s a different story.

I was trying to do some research on the effect because I want to tell my boss somehow that I have this and it’s seriously a thing for me but I know he won’t take it very seriously. I just don’t know how to tell someone who has a position of power over me that the full moon effects my behavior at work… thankfully the other designer believes in it.

WELL, I found a very interesting article on positive and negative ions and it’s correlation to the full moon. Apparently, positive ions increase during the full moon which causes hyperactivity, depression, violent behavior, road rage, higher occurrences of migraines and asthma. And my behavior specifically is referring to mistakes, difficulty concentrating amongst other things. Furthermore the article states, “Bank employees went from an error rate of 2.5% before negative ion generators were installed, to an error rate of 0.5% while working in negative ion enriched air.” I can’t believe it! There was something there about mistakes! Maybe this erratic pattern can finally be over and things will be restored to normal. I just need to find a negative ion generator to place on my desk at work.

I have known that a Himalayan Salt Lamp produces Negative ions naturally and I have a Himalayan Salt Lamp at home and when I first got it it has affected my sleep better and just made me feel overall better.

Off to go find me a negative ion generator for my desk! I’ll link the papers and articles I found on this below.

1) http://www.policeops.com/full-moon-ion-effect.htm

2) http://www.quantumenergywerks.com/documents/Ionization101.pdf

3) http://www.spiritualresearchfoundation.org/spiritualresearch/spiritualscience/spiritualeffectofmoon_on_man

 

 

Crystal Garden – Orange Calcite

b0fccac6853d11e39b73121f05e73e5c_8I have been slowly building a crystal garden on my desk at work as an experiment – but also as a therapeutic remedy for certain things I struggle with. And building it based on intuitive feelings rather than intellect – meaning choosing to place crystals there based on what ‘feels’ right or what I’m drawn to. I don’t think I did a whole lot with this in the beginning of working there, but it wasn’t until Imbolc where I started putting the loose incense underneath to enhance the crystals and put the dish there to contain the incense. The incense – acting as potpourri – is associated with the current sabbath. So now, I have incense for Imbolc and recently my incense for Ostara came in, which I’m planning on switching in next week. And for those who know, Imbolc is all about purity, growth and re-newal. And ironically that’s what this past month has been all about at work. What went down at work materialistically, is supposed to create a new beginning on the spiritual and emotional levels of the people working there.

That sphere there, is orange calcite…

it helps integrate the spiritual realm with the physical body, enhances creativity and working with emotional issues. It is said to energize and cleanse the lower chakras as well as Sacral chakra to enhance will and remove depression. It can bring higher insights from the upper chakras down into the lower chakras for processing so they can be used in a more instinctual way without needing extended thought. Orange Calcite can bring insights into the causes of apathy or lethargy, allowing one to take back control over one’s life. Orange Calcite’s vital energy can serve as a catalyst for the release of past traumas that have been holding you back, allowing for optimism and joy to come in. Those experiencing depression will benefit from Orange Calcite’s infusion of bright vibrations into the lower chakras. Physically, Orange Calcite helps with urinary tract disorders; liver, spleen and kidney function; incontinence; sexual dysfunction, and chronic fatigue. [source]

I probably shouldn’t be too surprised that I was able to deliver that letter to my boss at the end of January… or be strong willed enough to put up with being reprimanded constantly throughout mercury retrograde…  and it doesn’t surprise me at all that my psychic ability has gotten stronger too. Everything that has seemed to have happened in the past month and a half seems to be associated with the orange calcite stone. Despite feeling a bit defeated with being reprimanded … I felt really strong – a feeling completely different from the way I felt while working at the tearoom.

Recently I added a good chunk of Malachite to the dish. When I went to go visit Lauren at Groundings in Florence, MA, a nice piece of Malachite drew me in and I picked it up right away! I later looked at the metaphysical properties and chuckled:

Malachite has been used to aid success in business and protect against undesirable business associations. It is a stone of balance in relationships. [source] Malachite is a protection stone, absorbing negative energies and pollutants from the atmosphere and from the body. It guards against radiation of all kinds, clears electromagnetic pollution and heals earth energies. [Hall, 183] Keep near microwaves in the kitchen and televisions in living areas. In the workplace Malachite protects against noise, over-bright fluorescent lighting, and harmful rays from technological equipment, negative phone calls and emails. [Eason, 283] Malachite is known for being a stone of support for airplane and airline workers as a protection against accidents, miners for protection from unexplained accidents, and for secretaries to stimulate clear thinking. [Mella, 129,132-133] [source]

$_57Previously I’ve added stones such as hematite, sodalite (releasing tension), carnelian, lepidolite and started off with quartz and orange calcite.

Today, I bought a 2″ Septarium stone that  generally speaking is good for communication. I want to see if its effects will change anything in the work place. Crystals work best when they are put in plain sight, but are not being paid attention to.

 

The Septarium stone properties are:

This stone coheres spiritual groups, aids public speaking, and healers use it for diagnosis and insight into the cause of disease. Septarian is an excellent support for self-nurturing, caring about others, and caring for the earth. It incubates ideas and helps bring them to fruition. It harmonizes emotions and intellect with the higher mind. [source ] Septarian brings calming energies which have a nurturing feel to them, and can bring feelings of joy and spiritual uplifting. Septarian is used to enhance and nurture communication with groups, making it much easier to speak clearly and kindly in group settings. Septarian is a “concretion” stone. Concretions are protective stones, providing both grounding and shielding of the physical, mental, and emotional bodies. It is a stone for regulation of spiritual, mental, and physical prowess. It promotes both calming and understanding on the emotional level. It is also quite useful in determining the direction in which to progress. Septarian loves to be held, emanating a loving, kind, and sincere energy pattern. It is said to be a speaking stone and enhances communication on multiple levels. [source]

Considering the stone is associated with the element of fire, I want to predict that it will have the strongest effects on the fire and air signs – which are most of the signs I work with. Perhaps instead of headbutting each other all the time, we may actually appear to be all on the same page.

I also purchased a small tiger eye sphere to place there as well;

Tiger’s Eye is a balancing and grounding stone that helps soothe emotional turmoil. It promotes courage and strength, confidence and protection. Tiger’s Eye is also a psychic protector that guards against negativity. Tiger’s Eye softens stubbornness. It helps you to see things in the best light and enhances your connection with your own personal power and will, thereby encouraging self-clarity. Tiger’s Eye helps you to find the most positive way to reveal your true inner light. It helps show you when to take action in a situation and when to wait. It is therefore, a great stone to help achieve goals. Tiger’s Eye is a good luck stone that attracts wealth and money. It aids in manifesting ideas into reality and in bringing Heaven to Earth. [source]

I’m excited to see what new effects these crystals will bring to the workplace and to discover more about their energies.

An open reflection on mistakes

You have learned well, my friend. To value personal relationships over money is something that we should all learn. I am very pleased with how you handled things this past week. Yes, loosing money is bad… but money is tangible… it can be regained. And I know I have a lot of work to do… but meaningful relationships cannot be regained – sometimes.

I lost a meaningful relationship once. And working with you is healing that… I have been carrying regret and a lot of baggage because I feel like I fucked up that meaningful relationship and because of it I lost it. It was a mistake to express myself to them – because by doing so it caused me a lot of heartbreak. This is a strange time for me… I know mistakes aren’t always forgiven, but when it does happen… I find it healing. 

I hope you realize this? The mistakes I’m making aren’t necessarily because I’m not looking/seeing things… but I feel like they come from my subconscious because I am consciously thinking about how I fucked up my relationship. It’s a karma thing see.

Karma is not how most people see it. It comes in cycles, and is depicted in a big wheel in the sky and when you are in one, you have 12 months of positive events and 12 months of negative events alternating in a six month interval. I see it turn in the cards, and know when certain events happen based on solely that knowledge. I am in a karmic cycle and it started when my relationship ended.

Everyone who you meet in a Karmic cycle is going through one as well and is either going through the same lesson you are or ones you’ve already been through so you can teach them. We all meet each other when we’re supposed to, to galvanize lessons and to teach each other certain things.

I wish I can tell you what I am seeing… because based on recent events I can almost guarantee that things are going to get better. That wheel turns in March, around the Spring solstice, and these past six months have been rather trying. The good news about the wheel turning is that things will become more positive for the next six months in all areas of life. And because we seemed to have both learned our lessons, it will be really good for all of us.

 

 

 

Work-place tarot reading

Sometimes my co-designer Krista and I hang out at the shop after work and I do readings. The last time it happened was this time last month during the week of the full moon. I bought a tarot deck of celtic orgin as this area reminded me of the Druids and Celts because of the woods. Last month I read about a new salesperson my boss was looking to hire. I saw some pretty sleazy stuff happening with the new salesperson and that this person was a karmic test for my boss. If he hired the new salesperson a storm would take place and things will eventually be forgiven.

However, my boss didn’t end up hiring the new salesperson (which meant that I was still the new kid) and the events are still taking place and I’m taking the hit since I’m the weakest link (though I’m not doing anything sleazy – same events, same affects, different causes). Because it’s Karmic the events still happen no matter what. Things at work have been obviously rough these past couple days and I’m starting to rethink things. Venus retrograde just became direct, so I feel like my relationship to my boss will be better at the end of the month (in two weeks).

Ironically, that’s the amount of time my boss told me that I had to clean up my act or it will be the end of me working there… However, Mercury is retrograde and I began working at MMPNE during a mercury retrograde – just a month after my Karmic wheel turned which was last September. My Karmic wheel turns again next month and Mercury becomes direct at the end of this month but calms down for the first two weeks in March. I am home today due to the snow storm we’re having and took the time to start applying to other positions. I found an ad on craigslist for a position out in Ellington, CT where it will be the reverse of what I’m doing now. More focus on design creation and less on the pre-production and post-production. And Ellington, CT isn’t that far away from me from Longmeadow, MA.

In minutes I got a response and the interviewer was ironically doing phone interviews today – the interview went really well. I just need to play my cards right and pay attention to the subtle energies at play here. I am given two weeks at MMPNE and within those two weeks at home I have to juggle landing a position and then announce my leave at MMPNE at the right time. SO MUCH DELICACY. DAMN YOU UNIVERSE!

I am so heartbroken that things aren’t going well at MMPNE. I love the people I work with, I love what I do as my job, but it is too much juggling for me to handle on top of healing, on top of loosing my bosss’ patience… on top of moving my studio to Western Ma… I am seeking stability damnit!

Changing the Course of the Future

I did something really hard this past week and I’m quite satisfied with myself that I was able to pull through.

Things at work have been really crazy and my work dynamic with my boss has been intense and from my perspective it was really dragging me into the ground – mentally, emotionally and physically speaking.

I saw for a moment in time two directions my life at work could go in. One in a really positive, happy direction and the other where I was always miserable and feeling quite helpless – and I freaked out. If I continued on this path, the mistakes I had been making I would keep making and things would just become extremely tense. If I made an intervention and apologized things would go in a happier, carefree, positive direction…

I did not have the strength to do what I had to do when I had to do it. But it needed to be done, otherwise things would’ve gone horribly wrong.

I told my boss what I’ve been dealing with roughly for the past 9-18 months. I wrote him a letter and apologized for the shit that went down at work.

Strangely, I have found a sense of healing from doing so. I’m not sure if its’ because I could finally tell someone what I’ve been going through that I trusted or if it was just supposed help me gain some closure or what. But I feel like a load has been lifted from me.

The tension at work has calmed down and things are back to normal. It is very rare for me to see directions of where my life could go so clearly like that. Moments like this are when I’m very glad I am psychic and could see and pick up things like that.

The Healing Center in Beverly

Photo (C) The Healing Center in Beverly

Today I visited Joanna at the Healing Center in Beverly and we talked about a future partnership with my Kirlian Process and my studio space at Cabot Street Studios. We talked about potentially getting my research into workshop format and using the Healing Center space as well as Studio 19’s space for workshops and presentations.

We also talked about literally working with the life force energy as well, since Joanna is a Reiki Master and knows how to work with the energy we thought about trying to capture and visually express the differences of a charged object with Reiki energy and a regular object. I also talked about some of the things I had been struggling with and we decided that Reiki should be the next stage in my healing process as well.

Something Wicked This Way Comes

So gave some news regarding my studio space. The events of today have really put things in the past year into a different perspective for me. My art and my spirituality go hand in hand and the fact that these events came up are really no surprise to me – they are just frustrating, annoying, and beyond disappointing to deal with. However! In terms of my personal life this is how things are playing out – my heart got broken last August and I believe it jumped started a karma cycle as well as a transformation. At the beginning 2012 I feel in love. This person has touched my heart in such a way that it has transformed me in ways I could never have imagined – even heartbroken this person has transformed me. To this DAY I yearn, desire and love them despite them breaking my heart – however, they are not in my life and I cannot be with them at this time. Deep in my heart, I KNOW they feel the same, and I KNOW they will eventually come around – just not now. But I can’t go without a day thinking that I am stuck loving someone I can’t have.

In my readings, I teach that energy is elastic. Meaning if you chase something you desire or yearn – it will just keep pushing it further away from you. Which means, you have to take your mind off of something else in order for it to come bouncing back to you sooner than you expected – ESPECIALLY so when you are in a karmic cycle – the energy is a little bit more sensitive during this time. Knowing this, I channeled my anger, hurt and frustration dealing with my relationship situation into my career. I took out my frustration by applying to exhibitions to get my artwork seen and to get exposure. I took out my anger by signing onto a studio renovation project so I could channel that into something creative. I took out my hurt by working as a professional tarot reader because in order to help yourself sometimes you need to help others who are in worse conditions than you are.

I like to say that the beginning of my career began March 2013 when I had my first exhibition at Harvard Universities’ Leadership Conference in which I attended. Upon, coming back from the conference I found a playing card – the queen of hearts. This had significant meaning to me because the equivalent of this card in the tarot is the queen of cups, the character card of the person who broke my heart. Which is ironic, because the queen of cups is associated to the Goddess of Love. From that day onward, I have been sunbathing in the presence of the Goddess of Love because March is also when my karmic cycle turned again, becoming ever so slowly more positive. April, I planned a healing retreat for September in California. The next six months of my life were crazy and wonderful and stable. I got another exhibition, then another, and then I was notified of winning $2,000 for my artwork from a competition I had entered in June – here I also signed onto the studio renovation project as well. July, I had exhibited up in Montreal, then in Connecticut. Also things kept delaying during this time with the studio – we were rushing to get things done for our reception at the beginning of September. Then I went away for two weeks – Washington DC reception and then my spiritual retreat in California. The tearoom had to be closed down for a couple of weeks so I had no job when I came back from California. The tearoom reopened, then I got an interview out in Enfield, Ct for a full-time graphic design position doing print design – then I got the job, but on a 60 day contract position first. The government shutdown delaying the Smithsonian Institute exhibition. Then I was selected for a possible art residency abroad for 2014. Then the studio management collapsed and everyone’s moving out. Then I’m starting my job on Halloween, and on top of that find a living situation out there for during the week.

The wheel just turned last month in September around the Autumn Equinox. So things are already starting to get crazy and become even crazier, but in a good kinda crazy and NOT at all like what I dealt with last fall. Constant resume rejections, dealing with heartbreak, the death of my grandmother that I was close to, and my 16 year old cat. These next 6 months are going to be a POLAR opposite of that. I wouldn’t be surprised if things almost reversed themselves (except the deaths). I would be hired as a full-time graphic designer (my dream job), my lover will come back to me (ironically this job is located closer to them), my artwork will continue to move forward, and I’ll finally move out of my parents place. I can almost feel it, and totally see it in the spreads I do surrounding it. SOmething surely wicked this way comes…

 

California Seventeen: Spiritualism and Mysticism

As mentioned in my Numerology Introduction, I planned this trip with a spiritual vibe to it which was why I chose Santa Cruz. I planned everything within 6 months time on an intuitive basis. I used my tarot cards, the help of another psychic and my visions and just gone with the flow. As a result, I had a very spiritual, and humbling trip to California. I just let go and was present. I think what helped set the mood for the trip was that I had a very stressful ride home from Washington DC. So by the time I was home and packing for California, I was very ready to soak my bones in a hot tub at Teahouse Spa when I arrived on Saturday! During my time at Teahouse Spa, I performed a water meditation. I focused on the movement of the jets and my emotions and the pain I was still carrying around at the time. I used the motion of the jets and visualized my pain ‘jetting’ out of my soul into the water of the hot tub (which then gets recycled)… I really think it jump started the healing process for the rest of the week. 🙂

I chose Airbnb because of the more humble feel and experience than staying at a hotel. I did end up staying at a hotel the first night in San Jose, mainly to get free transportation to and from the hotel to enterprise that night and the following day, but then drove down to Santa Cruz Saturday afternoon. I met my host, Caroline which I discovered that she and I had very similar experiences and interests – little did I know! But her cottage in her garden spoke to me while searching for a place to stay – I didn’t expect her to have the same interests that I did, nor have any interest in what I do professionally. I ended up giving her a reading and then she returned the favor. She did a cool spread that included the number of letters in your name and did a life – path spread. We decided to stay in-touch and I look forward to coming back to Caroline’s cottage in the future. 🙂

I planned the spiritualism part of the trip around my beliefs of the elements – air, fire, water, earth. The previous paragraph mentioned a little bit of my water experiences and how I incorporated that element into the trip. I also included going to the beach as my water element as well. For Air, I spent the day on a mountain in Big Sur. I really didn’t get a chance to work with that element as much as its’ difficult to work with, but the Big Sur trip really spoke to the element of air (as well as earth). I saw the redwoods at Big Sur and that included the earth element, as well as my trip to the Land of Medicine Buddha. I did an earth meditation in that I visualized the energy of the redwoods surging through me and grounding me. Really took my mind off things. 🙂 For fire, it was a bit tricky to find things to do that is associated to the element of fire. I think I would include the beach as part of the fire element – sitting under the fiery sun. I also included a creative project as well for the element of fire that included the fire element! Making candles. Glow Candle Lounge, was my creative project for the trip and totally satisfied that element. While at Glow Candle Lounge, the songs that I listened to while heartbroken happened to be on, and so now I think ironically, the energy of that situation is now molded into those candles. A co-worker of mine once told me that in order to really break free from someone is to use the fire element to visualize burning that bridge. I’ve been a bit wry to burn those candles now, not only because they are pretty, but because I’m not quite ready to let go.

As a closure for my trip, I thought I would go to a public ritual. I chose the Sacred Grove Full Moon and Mabon Ritual that they do. Unfortunately it ran a bit longer and I had made one last Teahouse Spa appointment before I left, so I had to leave early – which I kind of regret doing. But they were the most friendliest witches and pagans, I had ever met! They also set me to work setting up the altar which was a cool experience. Totally felt a nice vibe with them, and it was a strange feeling being amongst a group who was so open and welcoming to what you believe in. I may be an elementalist, but I do celebrate the sabbaths and do do circles/rituals so it was all very familiar to me. If I ever happen to be back there around a sabbath, I’ll definitely join again. One of the members told me something interesting about Seabright Beach. Around the equinoxes and other holidays, all the spiritual groups come out and do their variation of their spring, autumn, winter or summer ritual and sometimes you can hear an echo. The energy of that beach must be amazing.

Sunday afternoon I went to the Rosicrucian Park to the research library and the Egyptian museum with my friend Gwen. I read an old physics book and the Secret Life of Plants book. Got some info to support some theories and hypotheses that I have. I wished I had more time there, but it wasn’t meant to be I guess.

 

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Breakfast: On Sunday, I went to the Crepe Place and had three rolled crepes with chocolate sauce. It was very good. I’d definitely recommend them, and they are good if you like to eat breakfast late. However, I wanted to get up and get out during the week, so the Crepe Place didn’t work out in the manner I was thinking of. I mainly stuck with Linda’s Breakfast Place that my friend Gwen suggested – its a typical diner-style food and good options. I mainly had the egg, bacon and pancake combo – if I have a good breakfast, I usually don’t need lunch, or if I do have lunch I have a late lunch/early dinner.

falafeldrivein-1 Dinner: On Saturday, after dealing with tearoom business, I drove to downtown Santa Cruz next to the boardwalk and ate there. I didn’t really have time to check out the boardwalk and I wish I had, but it really wasn’t part of the intention of my trip there – I tried to stay away from touristy areas for a reason. A bit too materialistic in my opinion. I had a burger and guacamole at a near by restaurant, unfortunately I didn’t remember the name. Whenever I was in downtown Santa Cruz on Pacific Avenue, I ate at Pizza My Heart that had good pizza – its open late too so if you went out and did shopping or explored during the day then ate late this is a good option. I ate here when I went shopping on Pacific Avenue and the last evening after the public circle and tea house spa appointment. One evening I drove out to San Jose to try Falafel’s Drive In as it was San Jose’s oldest restaurants. I had Peta bread and humus and onion rings. Really good food and I’m glad I went there. Being an Aquarius that is heavily influence by Capricorn, I planned the trip around the 5 senses and 5 elements; good food, amazing sights, sensual aromas and earthy textures. 5 elements; earth (beach/forest), air (mountain), water (beach/spa), fire (sun, creativity), Spirit (meditation, healing, etc). Capricorns tend to IMG_1133experience the world through those sense. On Tuesday, after my trip to Big Sur, I went to Saturn Cafe and I was really disappointed in my experience there. Firstly, my entree came before my appetizer – my waitress apologize but still, I had two very large plates of food. I must’ve been tired because I ordered something and it was totally not exactly what I expected which is my fault. I ordered nachos and it was expecting just cheese, and maybe guacamole but no, it was huge with other things that I didn’t like. If the waitress asked me if I wanted to choose the things on there then I would’ve done that. Didn’t occur to me to do that – but then again I was tired. What I ate was delicious but I felt really bad for not finishing everything. Those nachos could’ve easily fed 5 people by itself. If I had seen pictures on the menu or something and known that it was huge – again maybe the waitress should’ve said something too. I tried to be polite about it and they gave me a box to put the food to take home. I didn’t order anything else and left her a good tip. To make up for it I went over to Penny’s Ice Creme afterwords and had some yummy ice cream. It was the best ice cream I had ever too – expensive sure, but so worth it!! After shopping on Pacific Avenue one evening I went to a cupcake shop on a side street called Starz Cupcakes. They are very good.

 

Shopping

I did some shopping before my first Tea House Spa experience and stopped by a cool new and used bookstore on Pacific Avenue which is called Locos Bookstore . Since Santa Cruz is spiritually minded, it was nice to see the New Age/Metaphysical section right up front and not stuffed in the back of the store. I had to ask if they had tarot cards though, they keep them under the counter for whatever reason. I bought a book on Celtic Prayers and Incantations by Alexander Carmichael. I never seen a book on celtic prayers and incantations before. Thought it might give me some more substance in my practices. I also bought a new used tarot deck that was based on the Esoteric Design of OS-2012-Liz-Lyons-Friedman-Painting-a-linocutthe Secret Order of the Golden Dawn by US Games. Very cool imagery. I also happened upon the an herb shop called, The Happy Herb Shop I didn’t buy anything but it was a cool shop to check out.

Sunday, I went to the Capitola Art and Wine Festival as I mentioned in the Activities section in this series. I mentioned that there wasn’t a whole lot of art out there in my price range, but I did by a poster that Liz Lyons did. Apparently she’s a well known artist in the area and I swear I’ve seen her work before. Anyway, I didn’t notice that the poster was from a previous festival and not the art and wine festival of 2013 since she did that poster too. But I was mainly focusing on the art on the poster and not the date. (photo to the right not mine)

One day during the week, I think it was Monday, I went and did some shopping on Pacific Avenue. I discovered a really cool retro shop that had retro style dresses and bright accessories. My mom and I had been looking for a ‘little black dress’ and I found one in my size in one of those styles! I had always love the retro style dress and I could never find a size that fit me. So I bought it along with a pair of earrings. I also went to a metaphysical store on the other end of Pacific A67239e0e28ca11e3b7ca22000ae80d03_7venue called Serpent’s Kiss and bought a few things there. I had been looking for a Labordorite ring as it’s good for protection against Psychic vampires and attacks… and thought this trip was a good time to buy it. I found one for $36 at Serpent’s Kiss. I also bought these cool votive spell candles for $6 each; one for prosperity and cleansing. I found a really cool pyramid necklace and pyramids are a sacred symbol to me.

I bought a few things at Big Sur too. It was expensive so I didn’t buy much. I bought petrified wood and two post cards.

I went to the Land of Medicine Buddha on the last full morning and really enjoyed my experience there. I felt a deep connection to Ksitigarbha – the destroyer of Negative and Troublesome thoughts and bought my first statue of him there.

 

 

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Big Sur: After finding more about Big Sur when trying to go to Sand Dollar beach but ended up at Manresa beach, I decided to go to Big Sur on Tuesday. I had originally planned to do a lot of studying at the Rosicrucian Library but had difficulty setting up appointments, so I just let it go. It allowed me some more spare time in my schedule and I think the universe was saying go out and see the world and not be cooped up in a library surrounded by books. AND I am so glad I did. Big Sur blew my mind away as well as worries – more than books did; how could you think of your worries when you could be driving a long a big ass mountain edge? Or standing in front of ‘majestic-as-fuck’ redwood trees? and be standing in a sea of aromas and energy?? Seriously!? I did an earth meditation while in the redwood forest DSC_0095and really felt them grounding me and the energy surging through me. I wish I had more time to walk some of the longer trails of Big Sur, but I wanted to go to Jade Cove and a beach there. But I found out that Jade Cove had a 30 ft drop that is only achievable by a rope and I had difficulties finding it. The signs only faced one way so I missed it on the way down and had to spend more time driving – I didn’t mind, it was a beautiful drive and I love driving. I talked to someone who was climbing up from that cove and asked about it and they said that you’d had to be pretty fit in order to go down to the cove. Disappointed. I wanted to pick up some jade!! Oh well. At least I had been to the spot. It was a drive, and definitely a day trip, but totally worth it if you’re into nature and dramatic scenery. Another thing that was disappointing was that the wind was ripping when I was there, so on the turnouts it was difficult to stop and get out and take pictures. At one turnout the wind was so rapid that it could’ve ripped the door off my car if it was older. Definitely a must see if you’re willing to do the drive.

San Jose Flea Market: 1075740_10151740546957969_1436044623_n I had heard about the San Jose Flea Market a while back as a must do while in San Jose, or the Bay Area. Unfortunately this market is only open later in the week, and the best times to go were the weekend which I couldn’t do. So I scheduled to go on a Wednesday. So disappointing!! Only 300 vendors were out and it didn’t have the same vibe – totally deserted and a ghost-town. I did stop by a makeup/jewelry vendor and got a great deal on nail polishes; 6 for $5 and I bought a flower clip for $1. But it totally wasn’t what I was expecting. If I’m ever back in California, I definitely need to go back there and get the full experience! It was cool to see the produce vendors and some of the household vendors, but there wasn’t anything too interesting. There was a decent shoe vendor that had flats for sale for $10, but the size I’m normally it was a tad too small, so that was unfortunate. I think I came back to Santa Cruz early that day. (Left photo Cred: Flea Market Facebook Page)

 

 

Glow Candle LoungeIMG_1144Since this was a spiritual retreat, I wanted to schedule in an artistic expression, so I was looking for some art things to do and came across a more sophisticated model of the ‘Plaster Fun Time’ studio model – where you go in pay a flat fee and pay for the product you’ll be decorating and come out with a finished product. I had scheduled to do Petroglyph which is a spin off of this but their picked up time was a day more than Glow Candle’s. So I only could to glow candle. Since I was also celebrating mabon at the same time I decided it’d be fun to do a fall themed candle and then I also created a candle to go into my studio – eventually. Glow Candle Lounge I’d definitely do again and was the right activity for the idea I was going for. I wanted to release any unwanted energy… and this totally did the trick!

The process is this; you go in and they greet you and tell you the steps; choosing the mold, then the color wax, and shapes called pips, and then finally the scent and/or glitter if you want it. For the fall candle I did a hexagonal shape and for my studio candle I did the star. Then you start breaking up the wax into small pieces – which is the time consuming process. The smaller the pieces the more colors comes through – difficult to remember especially if you are on a time constraint. The only issue was, that yeah it was a bit pricey… a whopping total of $42 for two candles in the $10-20 range… but it was special and I had budgeted it into my spending there. If money isn’t a problem for you, and want to do a fun activity for the reason I had, go for it! They do have smaller candles that cost less, but they do have a $9 studio fee, which covers more than one candle. So at that price, you kinda want to take advantage of your time there.

IMG_1164 San Jose Museum of Quilt and Textiles: After picking up my Candles on Thursday I went over and did the San Jose Museum of Quilt and Textiles. This is a very small museum that can easily be done in an hour or less. It is literally one gallery room and a conference room that had quilts. The quilts though were amazing from a design perspective. I don’t know much about the quilting aspect of it, but I went to get some inspiration for geometric and pattern designs and this definitely was the right thing to go to! I also got to use my ‘student discount’ here as well. At the end they had a pretty impressive gift shop, I just wished they had more quilt items – like designs of the quilts on postcards. I ended up buying their 25 pack of postcards for their anniversary. I just wished I had some money left over to buy a quilt. But the one I liked was over $300 dollars. Oh well, if I ever come back, I’ll have to purchase one or maybe I can do so online or something. If you’re into design or textiles this museum is definitely worth checking out.

 

DSC_0101Land of Medicine Buddha: Keep in mind this trip was planned intuitively for over 6 months. With the help of another psychic who was from the area and my own intuition and card reading abilities, I picked things as they came to me and while speaking with that psychic (who is my friend Gwen). We asked questions and collaborated about what to do and while planning I wanted to put in a retreat center, but since the retreat center closed at 5 pm, it was difficult to get to later in the day which is when I had planned to go several times during the week. My times were a bit off so this was another thing that didn’t go exactly as planned – which was fine by me. Going on the last day created the same effect as going at the end of the day several times. Land of Medicine Buddha is nestled in a redwood forest on a mountain. I didn’t know much about the sites there upon arrival, but did know what Land of Medicine Buddha was. Since the whole point of this trip to California was to relieve some anger, pain, negative thoughts, and worries I picked places that were peaceful, spiritual and healing. Little did I know there was a Buddhist figure called Ksitigarbha. His main intentions were to dispel negative or troublesome thoughts. I thought to myself, how perfect for the intention of this trip! And upon meditating in front of his statue, he did have an affect on me. I’ll go into the spiritual effects in the Spiritualism section of this series.

 

 

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California Seventeen: Activities – Part I

The so called “format” of my trip consisted of an activity in the late morning/afternoon and then an activity in the late afternoon/early evening and if I was up for it something relaxing at night. I was worried that I wouldn’t have enough strength to do it all because of my hypothyroidism, but thankfully my body cooperated with me and I was able to do it all (or most of it all)! I had been feeling a lot more energized and upbeat before the trip which was a good sign. I was able to do DC with no problem.

 

Teahouse Spa: After dealing with that tearoom business, I was looking forward to doing some hard-core relaxing. I went to IMG_1109go eat somewhere near the boardwalk (but didn’t have time to walk around) and headed to Teahouse Spa afterwords. I had never been to a Spa like that before. It totally relaxed me and was a great beginning to my week. Really took my mind off some things and I did a water meditation which I believe to have jump started the healing process a little bit for the week. They had to fit me in a bit later in the evening, but I took the opportunity to walk around downtown Santa Cruz a little bit and got a taste for it. Saturday night downtown Santa Cruz is a little roudy if you ask me. It was relatively safe, but you surely didn’t want to ‘run’ into anyone if you catch my drift. But the rest of the week was fine, Saturday night is a huge party night for Santa Cruz.

 

 

DSC_0013Rosicrucian Park/Egyptian Museum: On Sunday, I met up my friend Gwen and we went to the Rosicrucian Park and their Egyptian Museum together. Definitely a must see if you’re into mysticism and spirituality. We took a tour of the park and then ended up in the library for a few hours and then saw the Egyptian museum. This museum is huge! I even got some inspiration for my studio from it. They had a cool reading room with a middle eastern vibe to it and had a bed canopy hanging from the ceiling and had the drapes attached to the walls. I found a canopy on ebay in the colors that I am using for my studio and bought it. I have high ceilings so it should work out. If you’re into Egyptian history you should totally see the museum. They have a replica of a temple, I unfortunately forgot which temple it is. Also by being a member of the Rosicrucian Order I got to go in free and got to bring Gwen as a guest so she didn’t have to pay anything.

 

 

 

 

Capitola Art and Wine Festival: As per my hostess’s suggestion I went to the Capitola Art and Wine festival the next dayIMG_1115 on Sunday. I drove out to Capitola which is only a few minutes away and ate lunch before I went to the festival. Headed down, bought my wine tokens and had a blast. I only drank about 3 glasses since I had to drive home. I walked around for a bit and I wanted to buy something but a lot of the art there was over my price range unfortunately. There weren’t that many that were selling prints or posters or something like that. Towards the end of the walk I found an artist that does linocuts and then colors them in. I feel like I’ve seen her art before and see seems to be a well known artist to the area. Capitola is a quint town that is a definite must see, especially if your around during the Art and Wine Festival. I then ate dinner in an near by Mexican restaurant and drove home.

 

 

DSC_0021Manresa Beach: I don’t think I need to go more into detail about this beach, since I told its’ story over in the Logistics section. Being an avid beach goer and beachcomber I was over the moon that I had the opportunity to pick up sand dollars. I think it was OK to pick them up because it was off season. Anyway, I managed to bring home a handful of sand dollars for my mom who is obsessed with anything and everything about the beach. It was a cool experience to pick up a sand dollar casually like you would a shell or rock. A lot of them I found to have holes in the center, so I don’t know if something ate them or it was just the way the waves brought them in but I did find a few whole ones.

 

Well that concludes the activities section of part 1! I’ll post activities section part 2 sometime later in the week. 🙂

 

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15720 Everything went relatively well. Except my flight home from DC cut the amount of packing time I had planned for for California so it made me late to the airport. But I was able to get to my flight on time. The men I had sat next to on the way to Houston and then to San Jose were friendly (in the good way) the one I sat next to on the way to San Jose gave me a few suggestions for Santa Cruz. When I looked them up when I got the chance they weren’t exactly what I was looking for. I arrived in San Jose okay and was able to call for a shuttle with no problem. I’m really glad I decided to stay in a hotel room for a night because I was able to get transportation to and from the airport for free. I chose the San Jose Airport Garden Hotel because it was right near the airport and was really convenient for transitioning.  I got transportation to the airport for free from Enterprise when I dropped off my car and I didn’t have to pay for a taxi or take the metro.

IMG_1105Another thing that came up when renting the Car online was that it was cheaper to do so in San Jose than to pick it up in Santa Cruz. So I saved money by switching pick up locations. I also saved money with Enterprise because they gave me the 25 age price instead of the underage price. I was thrilled to hear that – since the car ended up costing $30 cheaper than I had originally saved up for. Enterprise may be expensive if you rent from them directly (which I didn’t and rented from Carrentals.com) but I was able to SAVE a lot of money with them! I also got a free upgrade upon arrival because I think they were sorry that they made me wait for almost 2 hours to be picked up from the Hotel. So I got to drive a nice car for the week! Awesome! Also, GPS! If you have one and go to another state and plan on renting a car, definitely take your GPS. Helped me a ton to get me around. I’d be totally lost if I didn’t have it with me.

I arrived to Caroline’s Cottage safely and smoothly and the highway to get there CA-17 made a huge impression on me, which is why I decided to name this series after it. That highway was through the mountain and unfortunately with roads that are fast and curvy you tend to use a lot of gas or at least I do. So I had to fill up the tank at the beginning of the week and the end. I ended up driving 666 miles in 6 days!! Devil’s number!

547909_2067740693412_1004550107_nUpon arrival, Caroline showed me around her property and told me about some things to check out and do. One thing I decided to go to from Caroline’s suggestions was the Capitola Art and Wine festival. So glad I did!

Later in the week, a scheduling error came up where I didn’t realize that airbnb scheduled mornings instead of nights. So I was technically didn’t book Thursday night at the cottage whoops! Which had caused a bit of an overbooking for Caroline which I felt bad for. But since I had to change my flight to the night flight and I had planned on the morning flight to get the afternoon of Friday the 13th so I ended up not being able to use that day/night, but it didn’t matter in the end, but I theoretically was able to use that unused day for Thursday night. Caroline was very accommodating and gracious and allowed me to sleep somewhere else in her house for the night. I didn’t mind since it was only an evening!! The only ‘rule’ I had in terms of working things out was that I couldn’t find somewhere else to sleep because I had already had to do that with the first night. So BEWARE!!  If you use Airbnb for your travels, it goes until the next morning and not night. I think if you book at a hotel it goes until the next night, which is confusing. Oh well!

My mom had asked me if there were money surprises during the week, and I hadn’t really come up with something. In order to make sure I had enough money for the trip I was able to find most of the prices online at website and budget in some of the activities that cost little more – like the candle making, and trip to Big Sur. I was able to use a student discount at the San Jose Museum of Quilt and Textiles. One thing I learned was, if you are still in your 20s and look like you can still be a college student and did go to college, take advantage of that discount! I saved about $2 for museum admission by doing that.

DSC_0030Also make sure to include the addresses for your locations on your itinerary, for some reason I always seem to leave that piece of information out. So I had to spend an evening on line writing the addresses down. AND double check your locations. I wanted to go to a beach called Sand Dollar beach and find sand dollars, but when I googled the address it showed me an address in a town next over called Wastonville. I had remembered reading about a Sand Dollar beach in Big Sur, but for whatever reason when I tried to search for that address, the Wastonville address showed up and didn’t catch my mistake until I got to Wastonville. But anyway, it was a happy mistake, because the beach next to the Sand Dollar beach (that happened to be a private beach) was a state beach called Manresa, and I was still able to pick up Sand Dollars!! I feel like that was supposed to happen, because it led me to the goal/intention of that trip in a shorter distance. I eventually went to Big Sur anyway, but didn’t have to make that special trip to Sand Dollar beach because I had already picked up my sand dollars!

I had to spend Saturday afternoon dealing with a work situation; as the Tearoom had shutdown temporarily its’ establishment while I was in DC. Caroline was very gracious in letting me use her office to print out an application for a license that I needed to fill out and get back to them by the end of the week. So I was able to fill it out and then sent it off on Monday. That kind of dampened my arrival mood, but I wanted to get it done and out of the way so I didn’t have to worry about it for the rest of the week.

Overall the trip went pretty smoothly. There was a 2 hour delay coming home because of bad weather in Houston, which meant that I didn’t actually get home until 2:30 in the morning. This trip was a huge accomplishment for me especially in terms of money.

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