Category Archives: Blog

“Labels”

Okay, so you know the field at the bottom of the post field when you create a new post? That field is, indeed important.

If you want an organized blog, a really good way is to label all your posts. I did mine and it didn’t take long. When you view your post and click a label, it will bring up all the posts that are associated with that label. Then you can create a sub navigation like I have for your blog. I’ve been doing this for awhile and its probably the best way to navigate through your blog and to organize it. 🙂

What I hope to accomplish this summer

I hate making lists, because I never follow them. But perhaps this time I’ll be motivated enough. I think I’m really glad to be home this summer. Strange.


  1. Take french classes so I can graduate this winter
  2. Find a Job
  3. If no job, take a class in motion graphics
  4. Get a significant head start on my book.
  5. Spend time at the new Cape house
  6. Use up a significant amount of my Jewelry supplies
  7. Possibly sell what I make at Wellfleet Flea Market (down at the Cape close to the Cape house)
  8. Take a lot of photos
  9. Try and define a new exercise routine
  10. Be motivated enough to craft, and produce some ideas I have in my head regarding projects

Sounds good. 😀

Mother’s Day Necklace

Made this for my Grandma for mother’s day.
I make her a necklace for every holiday because my mom buys her clothes and then I make her jewelry to go with it.

I need to start documenting them.

This isn’t one of the best pieces I’ve done, but I still like it 🙂

Runes – Esoteric Design Inspiration

So thanks to my wonderful mom, she got me a new set of rune stones! Classic ones too! Mine are exactly like the picture above.

The Runic Alphabet, also called Futhark, writing system of uncertain origin used by Germanic peoples of northern Europe, Britain, Scandinavia, and Iceland from about the 3rd century to the 16th or 17th century AD. Runic writing appeared rather late in the history of writing and is clearly derived from one of the alphabets of the Mediterranean area. Because of its angular letter forms, however, and because early runic inscriptions were written from right to left like the earliest alphabets, runic writing seems to belong to a more ancient system.

Scholars have attempted to derive it from the Greek or Latin alphabets, either capitals or cursive forms, at any period from the 6th century BC to the 5th century AD. A likely theory is that the runic alphabet was developed by the Goths, a Germanic people, from the Etruscan alphabet of northern Italy and was perhaps also influenced by the Latin alphabet in the 1st or 2nd century BC.

Two inscriptions, the Negau and the Maria Saalerberg inscriptions, written in Etruscan script in a Germanic language and dating from the 2nd and 1st centuries BC, respectively, give credence to the theory of Etruscan origins for runic.

There are at least three main varieties of runic script: Early, or Common, Germanic (Teutonic), used in northern Europe before about 800 AD; Anglo-Saxon, or Anglian, used in Britain from the 5th or 6th century to about the 12th century AD; and Nordic, or Scandinavian, used from the 8th to about the 12th or 13th century AD in Scandinavia and Iceland.

After the 12th century, runes were still used occasionally for charms and memorial inscriptions until the 16th or 17th century, chiefly in Scandinavia.

The Early Germanic script had 24 letters, divided into three groups, called ættir, of 8 letters each. The sounds of the first six letters were f, u, th, a, r, and k, respectively, giving the alphabet its name: futhark. The Anglo-Saxon script added letters to the futhark to represent sounds of Old English that did not occur in the languages that had used the Early Germanic script.

Anglo-Saxon had 28 letters, and after about 900 AD it had 33.

There were also some slight differences in letter shape.

The Scandinavian languages were even richer in sounds than Old English; but, instead of adding letters to the futhark to represent the new sounds, the users of the Nordic script compounded the letter values, using the same letter to stand for more than one sound–e.g., one letter for k and g, one letter for a, æ, and o. This practice eventually resulted in the reduction of the futhark to 16 letters.

Other varieties of runes included the Hälsinge Runes, the Manx Runes, and the stungnar runir, or “dotted runes,” all of which were variants of the Nordic script. More than 4,000 runic inscriptions and several runic manuscripts are extant.

Approximately 2,500 of these come from Sweden, the remainder being from Norway, Denmark and Schleswig, Britain, Iceland, various islands off the coast of Britain and Scandinavia, and other countries of Europe, including France, Germany, Ukraine, and Russia.

Futhark actually is analogous to our “alphabet”, in that f,u, th, a, r, and k are the first 6 Runic letters, while alpha and beta are the first 2 Greek letters. This order must have had some mneumonic function that was not preserved. (Just like why aleph, beth, and gimmel are the first 3 letters in Phoenician/Ugaritic).

Source: http://www.crystalinks.com/futhark.htm

Symbol Quote

…”So they devised ciphers, codes and symbolism for the their own and future generations to decipher. Symbols are hidden all around us like a trail of clues leading towards treasure. We come into contact with them everywhere we go; from the symbolic architecture and stained glass windows of medieval churches, to, for example, the logo on a company van.

Mankind has used this subtle language for thousands of years. Through each generation, this alternative form of communication has developed and grown increasingly complex, making it more difficult to decipher. The only way to discover the secrets of symbolism is to break down each and every painting, building or text into every possible meaning, and consider both the people who created these artefacts and the time in which they lived.” – The Shining Ones: The World’s most powerful secret society revealed.Philip Gardiner

So-called Angelic Script – light is the inspiration for script fonts?

There is an esoteric side to everything, no doubt. That is why I like this school of thought.

Some say script is just the effect of primitive writing. Calligraphy was just a primitive writing style and things developed after the printing press into the print penmanship we know of today.

But one must ask, what made us use flowing inky lines? What in our subconscious told us that flowing lines were easier than architectural letters?

Some say is has to do with the flow of energy and some say it is actually the manifestation of our thoughts (which is light with sound attached).

The artist, Bryan Deflores says about his work:

The channeled art pieces/accelerators contained within these galleries are designed to trigger a dramatic reconfiguration of our consciousness; assisting us to return to our original blueprints of divine perfection and connection. Although many of these images are intense and highly complex, it is important to understand that their primary purpose is to connect you with the new thought fields currently merging with our planetary matrix. All image originals are drawn ‘by hand’ in a matter of minutes and are often created several at a time. To manifest these art pieces, I use Prismacolor pencils and/or gold and silver metallic markers on Canson drawing paper.

THE GRIDWORKERS #74 5th dimensional Arcturian lightships assisting in healing and activating the planetary grid system. Vanadinite.

THE SCIENCE OF MIRACLES #71 Original innocence shifts the body consciousness into experiencing more joy and reverence for all of creation; divine creativity. Rhodochrosite

DIE EGO, DIE #67 Aboriginal Dreamtime Accelerator This image organizes the true inner management principals of the mind while gently unraveling the ‘old’ Ego Structure. Your strategies will falter and fail as this accelerator brings all inner conflicts to a halt.

PERCEPTIONTATION #73 Aboriginal Dreamtime Accelerator Serendipitous reunion; a portal into an unexplored dimension now ready to be explored; eliminates prejudice of off-planet creational processes; Higher Self bridge for accessing information of & to the Self; assists one with objective witnessing & infinite perspective.

THE VRIL POWER #75 Activates all energy centers in the body; also called the Kundalini Energy, each individual’s personal power located at the base of the spine; liquid light acceleration fluid. Sugelite and Carnelian.

PILLARS OF HERCULES #5 Manifests divine intervention; calls forth the ‘Power of the Gods’; harmony and balance; strength and courage; support & empowerment.

THE TITAN #62 Seven ships united, bringing the program for rebalancing Earth; ancient shield of protection to impact the current morphogenetic field, allows transcendence of time and space for co-creation; redistributes commonalities throughout the grid.

ETERNAL LIGHT #35 Spark of creation; divine custodian; ignites a chain reaction of sustained light within the physical body; designed by the Progress Helpers and the Superangels.

Depending on your view of channeling (I prefer the word ‘transmission’) these can have a very powerful effect spiritually but are also a good source of design inspiration.

Why Bother?

Why do I even bother anymore? Why do I even try to please the people around me when all they’ve done is pretty much treat me like shit? What did I do to receive this kind of karma, or is it all in my mind?

This is going to be a rather off topic post so FYI..

I’ve been searching all my life for a companion, someone who is like minded… I’ve tried and yet my friendships dwindle after a year or two. Growing up my so-called best friends left me after two years… mysteriously. They would move, have excuses, etc I never understood that. I think part of it I am bored with them, people don’t ask me to do things and I’m afraid if I am the initiator I’ll be taken advantage of because that’s happened in the past. I feel like people take advantage of me because of my good nature, I don’t mind offering my services to people, but it comes to the point where its like, where’s my turn? My friendships usually turn into one sided friendships which I hate.

Why do I try to be the best I can be when no one around me appreciates what I do?

I try to please my parents but its just so difficult… last time I spoke with them I told them I was probably getting at least an A- in Modern Art and all they gave me was a “good for you”. That’s it?

I am sick and tired of pushing to achieve to be finally be good at something and then it all come crashing down on me. I was never considered good at anything naturally.

I don’t want to be complaining on here, but I’m kind of fed up.

I am tired of giving my sympathy and getting nothing in return.

I am tired of being there for people when they are never there for me.

I really wish I could stop caring about all this, but this has gone on throughout my life.

Each stage of my life (middle school, high school + College) I thought it would be different. Yes, it only got a little better… but not really.

People make me happy, I love being around people and cracking jokes and making people laugh.

But when it comes time for close relationships or friendships, forget it. Not gonna happen.

Ugh.

Job Reading for Summer

Curious about my financial situation this summer, I did a reading:

Page of Wands

The Page of Wands can be used to identify a young person with a rather melancholy outlook. Alternately, some readers interpret this card to mean a near relative or a close friend of the querent. When the Page of Wands represents a new event, the event may concern work or business. Maybe a new work project. In a reading regarding spiritual issues, the Page of Wands could indicate a spiritual aspect to a practical matter. For instance, a trip the querent is about to undertake for business reasons may bring a new spiritual meaning to the person’s life in an unexpected manner. The Page of Wands could also indicate a new beginning of an practical, business or career nature, such as a new job, a new development in the person’s career field. Some readers also interpret the Page of Wands as a possible new residence.

Pages are often archetypes for messengers.

Judgement

Judgement is about rebirth. In the present position, the Justice card represents a situation facing you that requires a decision. The card alone does not indicate the specific nature of the decision you are being moved to make. It could be a decision involving your educational future, your love life, the path a good friendship might be taking, the purchase or selling of real estate, taking a particular job – it could be something epic in your life plan or something that appears to be a small decision in the scheme of things. The presence of the Justice card in your Tarot reading indicates that your coming decision is an irreversible one and that your free will in making it will be a force that pours a foundation on which the rest of your life may be setting.

Holy Moses! This card is totally describing my life right now and to come. My parents just bought a house on Cape Cod and we’ll be spending the summer furnishing it and settling in it. I haven’t forgotten the reading the psychic I saw last summer said about a forthcoming relationship. I’m taking classes this summer so I can graduate next semester..

The decision by force is interesting, I’m kinda forced to take french this summer… and hmm! Two cards indicate a job…

Temperance

This card is mostly about Balance. But on a more Yin/Yang notation. It’s not like the Justice card where I see that as more of a balance of physical means.

It appears that I’m going to have a very good summer!

Adolf and Osama

Osama bin Laden dead
“Justice has been done,” President Obama says in a televised speech to the nation. Bin Laden, mastermind behind the Sept. 11 attacks and Al Qaeda leader, was killed by a CIA-led team at a compound inside Pakistan

Hooray for justice! The scale has been balanced! Hooray for Beltane! Beltane, like Samhain, is a time of “no time” when the veils between the two worlds are at their thinnest. No time is when the two worlds intermingle and unite and the magic abounds!

What is going on here?

Adolf and Osama both announced dead on the same day 66 years apart?

Aye.

In Qabbalitic terms, 66 is part of the number 666 which is a number of the Sacrificer. The word Holocaust is of greek origin meaning “Sacrifice by fire”. Adolf in esoteric sense was a man of sacrifice. He took a bunch of people of similar origin and sacrificed them… to the more naive (I.E the general public) this can also be seen as destruction. Who else in history were sacrificers? How about the Mayan Toltecs? The Mayan Toltec god, Quetzalcoatl was described as a white man, with a beard, who wore long robes, and who gave a message of love, forbidding the blood sacrifice, teaching of the One Supreme God, and giving the Toltecs many material things of their culture, such as the calendar.

But what did Adolf sacrifice for? Only God knows, but based on his flag, it could very be the wave/particle duality as the ancient Vedic swastika suggests. The mystics of the Vedic civilization discovered the swastika and aumkara. The swastika illustrates a principle very similar to the spherical wave structure of matter.

Osama was a man who was accused of the the September 11th attacks, which is an event with much symbolism, in this event, many people died within a burning building, again by fire. But this also relates to the Royal wedding (wetting) which I’ll show…

A Seraph (‘winged or fiery serpent’), Quetzalcoatl (KATES-ALL-CO-OUGHT-ALL), the feathered serpent’ of Mayan tradition. The Royal Bride (the word Royal is also very symbolic in subliminal messaging) wore a long sleeved white dress designed by Sarah Burton of the Haus of Alexander McQueen (who is also Lady Gaga’s designer).

According to subliminal message language,

ORION = ROYAL ION = ROSE ION or the electrically charged ION that ROSE to disconnect WISDOM and REALITY from our eternal state of being.

Kate, wore a white dress, White has many symbolic meanings, however according to subliminal messaging:

white bull, white cloud, white house, white rock, white linen, white dog, white sands, white mountains, white dunes, etc. The word white refers to the bright WHITE glowing of the constellation ORION

Kate is a white woman, in british slang dressing garments are called robes. Kate bares a message of love…

This next month will be an interesting one…

Designed… again

So I finally designed a layout that I’m pleased with. I think it reflects a lot of my design style, if I even have one yet.. lol. I was struggling to find something that was between ancient and modern which is essentially what my logo reflects, as well as my thought-process and other things. -phew-