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Kristi Beisecker is a graphic designer, photographer, printmaker and alternative scientist whose interested in making images through two contrasting elements. She is also a blogger in lifestyle, travel, wellness and health, art and design, beauty and fashion.

Lapis Lazuli

photo-45 I normally buy rings to commemorate major experiences in my life. For example, on my left hand I have my birth stone and it is from Australia, so that commemorates my birth. On my ring finger is a ring I inherited from my grandmother’s death. I like the idea that the wedding/engagement rings are supposed to be on the left finger because there’s a vain that is connected directly to the heart, so I use in the same way where my ring finger is a way to keep my grandmother close to me. My middle finger has nothing, index finger has wampum ring which commemorates my love for Cape Cod and my experiences there. On my thumb is a rose quartz which I got in Arizona which commemorates that experience. My right hand has two rings now. My thumb has an elephant ring which I also got in Arizona, when I bought those two rings there was a sale, so this elephant ring has always been lucky to me. Elephants also mean luck! Today I added another ring to my right hand, on my ring finger I bought a Lapis Lazuli ring from Colonial Trading a thrift store kinda shop next to the building where I work.

On the way to the train today, I went into Boston planning on stopping by Colonial Trading but didn’t expect to find anything – large fingers! On the train I kept seeing Lapis Lazuli and couldn’t figure out why let alone the meaning behind it. But I ended up leaving Colonial Trading with a Lapis Lazuli. I got home and looked up Lapis Lazuli in my Crystal Bible and was pleased and surprised to find a description that describes my experience at the Tearoom……

Crystal Bible (Judy Hall P 173-173)…. Lapis Lazuli opens the third eye and balances the throat chakra. it stimulates enlightenment and enhances dream work and psychic abilities, facilitating spiritual journeying and stimulating personal and spiritual power. This stone quickly releases stress, bringing deep peace. It possess enormous serenity and is the key to spiritual attainment.

Lapis Lazuli is a protective stone that contacts spirit guardians. This stone recognizes psychic attack, blocks it and returns the energy to its sources. It teaches the power of the spoken word, and can reverse curses or dis-ease caused by not speaking out in the past. This stone harmonizes the physical, emotional, mental and spiritual levels. Imbalances between these levels can result in depression, disease, and a lack of purpose. In balance, the harmony brings deep inner self-knowledge.

Lapis Lazuli encourages taking charge of life. it reveals inner truth, encourages self-awareness, and allows self-expression without holding back or compromising. If repressed anger is causing difficulties in the throat or in communication, Lapis Lazuli releases these. This stone brings the enduring qualities of honest, compassion and uprightness to the personality.

Lapis Lazuli is a powerful thought amplifier. it stimulates the higher faculties of the mind, bringing objectivity and clarity. It encourages creativity through attunement to the source. Lapis Lazuli helps you to confront truth, wherever you find it, and to accept what it teaches. It aids in expressing your own opinions and harmonizes conflict. It teaches the value of active listening.

Lapis Lazuli bonds relationships in love and friendship and aids expressing feelings and emotions. It dissolves martyrdom, cruelty, and suffering. As a gem essence, it dissolves emotional bondage.

Healing

Lapis Lazuli alleviates pain, especially that of migraine headaches. It overcomes depression, benefits the respiratory and nervous systems and the throat, larynx and thyroid, cleanses organs, bone marrow, thymus and the immune system. Lapis Lazuli overcomes hearing loss, purifies blood, and boosts the immune system. it alleviates insomia and vertigo, and lowers blood pressure.

 

 

 

Weekly Tarot #28

Four/Wands – Tower – Five.Cups – Ace.Swords – Justice | Happiness/celebration. Shock, destruction. Concern, grief. Truth, realization. Balance, Fairness, Decision Making.

This week was quite eventful. Monday was pretty stable, nothing too much happened. Tuesday was Peter’s funeral, and I was called into work. I worked with one other psychic for most of the day on Tuesday and the train broke down on the way into Boston. Also I had tried to return a package from ebay but I got re-delivered to my house which was annoying since I had paid postage for it… so I’m assuming Justice is referring to getting it all sorted out. Wednesday, was pretty uneventful. It put a new spin on the five of cups though. It was a pretty positive day and we laughed a lot. Also my boss runs a radio show and he wanted me to talk about my heart break on the radio!! That really crossed the line in terms of my business… I wasn’t ready to share what happened and since I haven’t gotten any closure and I’m still quite emotional about it, I probably would’ve broke down crying on the spot. Anyway, I kept remembering that five of cups that I drew for Wednesday and all I heard in my head was, “If you speak now, you’ll regret it later”. So I told him off lol Thursday (today)… I heard that Moravian is cutting out the photolab in the art department. I am really disheartened by this news. The photolab at Moco holds a special place in my heart because its’ where I fell in love and established my art future. I developed my artwork and really found my place there. So the ace.swords represents hearing a piece of news that you may not like, but will take well. Also I had a fellow psychic yesterday tell me that when this living nightmare is over I should take a trip and they said California and which immediately reminded me of the Rosicrucian Park in San Jose, Ca. So I planned out the itinerary and found a cheap place to stay for a week. I have earned 2/3s already for this, so just a few more months will allow me to be able to go. Tomorrow, I’m going down to the post office to finally send off the package, to the gym, staples, and to an art exhibit a friend of mine is having in Downtown Boston. So it looks like things should go well tomorrow.

Next week:

King of cups – king of pentacles – seven of pentacles -lovers – ten of cups

Emotionally in control/out of control. Conservative. Businessman. Frustration/Failure. Connection/reconnection, love. Overwhelming happiness/sadness.

Weekly Tarot #27

Four/Cups – Five/wands – page/disks – Ace/disks – World | Window of Opportunity. Competition. Job offer. Manifestation. Coming full circle and ending/leveling up. Travel.

Yes! This week was certainly on point. My mom took me to a new age store near us and I bought some crystals and the crystal bible. I might go back and offer my graphic design services. Since it seems to be represented as the four/cups which is an opportunity I’m not seeing. Tuesday, I had another fight with my mom and it was about taking initiative. So now I associate the 5/wands as taking initiative instead of competition (but it can also mean that as well). Page of disks… wow. Okay Wednesday I was approached by someone on the way to work who wanted me to get involved with child sponsor ship… and eerily on the train into work I was thinking that perhaps children might be nice sometime in the future… but obviously, if I end up with this woman who I have my heart on bearing a child would be difficult, but child sponsorship could definitely be an option. But it was just kind of eery how the opportunity revealed itself to me when I was thinking about it on the way there… anyway, at the end of the day on Wednesday not only did I get paid.. but my boss wants me to teach Tarot as well!! So I did get a job offer in the sense of a new way to get paid. My business cards (which are round) also arrived on Wednesday. Thursday (ace/pents) my mom’s valentine’s day present finally arrived. And I spent 4 hours in the kitchen making Irish Car Bomb Cupcakes so something did “manifest”. Many of my psychic friends have been telling me that she’ll finally contact me this weekend. So I’m assuming that’s what the world represents, but also my parents are away down at the cape for the weekend. Unfortunately I work Sundays and Saturdays now so I couldn’t go. But sometime soon I’ll be back there!! Overall it was a pretty eventful week. Although no news on the art/design front. I bought the Mandala Astrological Tarot by A. T. Mann and I love it so far. So this coming week’s reading I’ll be using that.

Next Week:

Four/Wands – Tower – Five.Cups – Ace.Swords – Justice

Happiness/celebration. Shock, destruction. Concern, grief. Truth, realization. Balance, Fairness, Decision Making.

Harvard Leadership Conference Recap

photo-43 This Saturday I went to the Harvard Leadership conference as a “participant”. One of my Kirlian Photographs was submitted and exhibited on the sides of the conference room. Got a lot of positive feedback for it which made me happy. The first workshop I went to was called, “High Awareness through Spiritual Consciousness”. The speaker was a little hard to understand, but he basically said that we should be focusing on how our emotions affect our actions and by focusing on our emotions we become more in tune with the present moment, and thus more in tune to the realization that we’re all connected. By realizing that we should then present ourselves as individuals that stand out from the group and not act as part of a “following” because we’re trying to do what everybody tells us what we should do. Anyway, that’s what I picked up. My speaker was Chat Troutwine who spoke how presenting in a leadership role is like telling a story. Storytelling is very important to leadership and presenting oneself because the brain is hardwired to learn information in a story format. My second workshop was Designing for the Client; Building for the Community. It focused on 3-D design and architecture instead of 2-D design but the concepts are the similar. I was put into the design group and apart of trying to convince clients why design is important for a building. I also got a potential client out of the second workshop as well! I spoke about how design is more about psychology than anything else. The final speaker was Roger Love and he spoke about how to speak in front of a large audience and how music was a big part of how we speak even if we aren’t singing or performing the same kinds of techniques that performers and singers use can be applied to presenting as well. Overall it was a good day, just long. Glad to be home.

On the way to the conference I saw a playing card on the ground and ignored it. When I got there I was advised to go back and put a sign saying I got a permit for parking, and when I walked back to the conference a second time I picked up the card. It was the Queen of Hearts (in Tarot the Queen of Cups). The Q/Hearts is her character card… if that isn’t a sign of what is to come I don’t know what is…

Weekly Tarot #26

magician – king of cups – 4/swords – knight swords – death  | appearance – illusions – trickery, emotionally controlled person – waiting, pondering – swiftness, listening, talking, email – sudden change | I ordered a Malachite point on Ebay but was deceived and the point turned out to be 100% smaller than I originally thought. I got upset about something that my mom kept doing. She was definitely being a magician as well.. acting one emotion and then suddenly acting like the opposite emotion. So very confusing, frustrating and annoying!! Work was slow on Wednesday and I began to start writing papers again. I’ve been too emotional to think about anything logically… and just recently I’ve been wanting to start writing again. One of my Kirlian photos was accepted to the Harvard Leadership Conference “Collaboration Across Cultures” for this Saturday. I’m excited! As a participant I get to go and see my work there as well as meet the other participants and artists.

 

Next Week:

Four/Cups – Five/wands – page/disks – Ace/disks – World

 

Window of Opportunity. Competition. Job offer. Manifestation. Coming full circle and ending/leveling up. Travel.

Weekly Tarot #25

Justice – 5/pentacles – eight of pentacles – knight of pentacles – seven of cups | Decisions/fairness, hardship, feeling down, work, artistry, slow manifestation, opportunities not expecting

Yeah. I got to work from home on Sunday (justice) because of the snow storm, but the snow didn’t actually start until when I was supposed to be on duty. Yes… this week was definitely hard just because of the same old stuff. Packages that we were expecting did arrive but not the one I was thinking of. I do have a photography gig that I’m trying to get planned but has been frustrating. And yes, I’ve been doing a lot of dreaming…

 

magician – king of cups – 4/swords – knight swords – death

 

appearance – illusions – trickery, emotionally controlled person – waiting, pondering – swiftness, listening, talking, email – sudden change

Weekly Tarot #24

temperance – lovers – 4/wands – 2/disks – 8/pentacles / waiting, uniting, celebrating, juggling, working | Yes. I received two packages I’ve been waiting for. I also met someone new at work. I’ve been looking for small part-time gigs.

 

Next Week:

Justice – 5/pentacles – eight of pentacles – knight of pentacles – seven of cups

Decisions/fairness, hardship, feeling down, work, artistry, slow manifestation, opportunities not expecting

Weekly Tarot #23

9.wands – 3.cups | 9.swords – heirophant ; Stress, worry, concern, fear. good news, rejoicing, joy, happiness. Structure, college, professor, traditions, etc.

Yep. I stressed a lot about my gift to my dad for valentine’s day… worried about his reaction, but he loved it! I’m finally being paid for the NYE party and got the news for that. Asked about you-know-who again. It was kinda creepy how every single one of my clients on Wednesday had dark hair and dark eyes; which mirrored her physical appearance as well.

temperance – lovers – 4/wands – 2/disks – 8/pentacles

waiting, uniting, celebrating, juggling, working

 

 

Photocessorize

This week I bought myself a camera upgrade (a nikon d3000) for my photography. 2 years ago my dad bought me a nikon p80 and at the time he said that he was interested in the camera when I finally get a better one. So this week I finally got myself an upgrade!! Woot! Macro photography here we come! For Valentine’s Day I regifted the Nikon p80 for my Dad.

I’ve been on etsy searching for camera accessories!

After searching google for dslr camera bags that haven’t spark my taste the prices range from anywhere between $25 – $100. In this case I think its all about personal style here. So I’ll post some options from etsy for you that will be affordable yet stylish!

‘Photoccessorize’ by moonmystics

DSLR camera bag accessories and more! 🙂 Items here don’t exceed $65.

Lovely Cute DSLR Camera Case Bag - Lovely Brown  Rabbit - cameraleatherbelt Camera Bag and Free Strap Cover -  Handcrafted in Peru - Bolitas by Lu100 - LU100cases
Camera Strap Cover - Hand-Crafted in Peru - Rayas Morada by Lu100 - LU100cases DSLR SLR Padded Lens Pouch - Custom Order - TheQuiltedValkyrie
PreOrder Small  DSLR Camera Bag Insert  - 2 Lens Sleeves  - Custom Sizes & Color - Martilena SALE Digital SLR Camera Bag Dslr Camera Bag Purse Womens Camera Bag Case Kokka Black Bird pink purple turquoise (RTS) - janinekingdesigns

CUSTOM bravo bag // choice of fabric - olivetreetextiles DSLR Padded Camera Strap Cover with Lens Cap SD Card Pocket - Kyndra Small Aqua White Chevrons - TheQuiltedValkyrie
Dslr Camera Lens Pouch/Bag - Peace Flowers Retro FREE Ship - TJCameraAccessories Embroidered Camera Strap Cover with Lens Cap Pocket - Purple and Teal Flowers with Purple Minky- MADE TO ORDER - PaisleyMaizie
Photographer Gift Set - Camera Lens Cap Pocket and Coffee Cup Sleeve - Choose Custom Fabrics - Made to Order - CraftyStaci DSLR Camera Strap - The Sedona - FREE SHIPPING - ShutterSpeedStraps
DSLR Camera Strap Cover (padded with two pockets for lens cover and memory cards) - TwoLittleLollipops The Crystal Light Detector--A camera pendant ensures color - LightsDetect
READY TO SHIP - Camera Strap - Disco Flower - RhyahPapaya THE CHELSEA  -  Vintage CF Card Holder - MTRPhotoCouture

Treasury tool by StylishHome.