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Kristi Beisecker is a graphic designer, photographer, printmaker and alternative scientist whose interested in making images through two contrasting elements. She is also a blogger in lifestyle, travel, wellness and health, art and design, beauty and fashion.

Changing the Course of the Future

I did something really hard this past week and I’m quite satisfied with myself that I was able to pull through.

Things at work have been really crazy and my work dynamic with my boss has been intense and from my perspective it was really dragging me into the ground – mentally, emotionally and physically speaking.

I saw for a moment in time two directions my life at work could go in. One in a really positive, happy direction and the other where I was always miserable and feeling quite helpless – and I freaked out. If I continued on this path, the mistakes I had been making I would keep making and things would just become extremely tense. If I made an intervention and apologized things would go in a happier, carefree, positive direction…

I did not have the strength to do what I had to do when I had to do it. But it needed to be done, otherwise things would’ve gone horribly wrong.

I told my boss what I’ve been dealing with roughly for the past 9-18 months. I wrote him a letter and apologized for the shit that went down at work.

Strangely, I have found a sense of healing from doing so. I’m not sure if its’ because I could finally tell someone what I’ve been going through that I trusted or if it was just supposed help me gain some closure or what. But I feel like a load has been lifted from me.

The tension at work has calmed down and things are back to normal. It is very rare for me to see directions of where my life could go so clearly like that. Moments like this are when I’m very glad I am psychic and could see and pick up things like that.

Tragic Love Exhibition – The Empty Spaces Project

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So funny thing about this exhibition.

Back in December I exhibited my artwork in a new gallery called The Boxcar Gallery in Greenfield, MA. I drove up there one night to attend the reception. I began talking to a gallery owner in Putnam, CT. Which is about an hour from where I am stationed in Western, MA. The gallery owner wanted to fit me in their Tragic Love exhibition. The last I heard was they were going to put me into their November exhibition (perhaps they meant February)? Anyway, I saw these images on facebook this week and was like WHA! How am I in an exhibition I did not know that I was aware of that I am in!

The funny thing is… it is Venus retrograde now. It typically is a time when all kinds of relationships that are important to you and that are real go haywire (it’s like mercury retrograde but instead of communications and technology its love, friendships, relationships and romance). Venus retrograde ends this friday! (but takes a few weeks to settle down).

Monday night I’ll be driving out there to drop off my artwork that I’m going to be bringing back here to Western MA after the weekend.

 

 

I’m alive

Hi!

Sorry I’ve been quiet around here. Not much has been going on. I’ve been asked to stay at Minuteman Press, and will be making some plans to move forward and move to Western MA completely.

I’ve submitted my work to a bunch of places:

Gallery 263, 263 Pearl Street, Cambridge, MA 02139
The Gallery at Mayfair, 2141 Downyflake Lane, 2nd Floor, Allentown PA 18103
The Center for Photography at Woodstock, 59 Tinker St., Woodstock, NY 12498
Kathryn Schultz Gallery, 25 Lowell St. Cambridge MA 02138
Nave Gallery, Somerville, Ma
The Center for FIne Art Photography, Fort Collins, Co
Ceres Gallery, New York, NY
Studio Channel Islands, Camarillo, CA

That I should be hearing back from soon. Most of these places their deadlines are the 31st. So the first week of February I should be hearing hopefully some good news. I’ll also be hearing from the last competition I’m still in. I unfortunately didn’t make the cut for the others that I submitted my artwork too. Oh well. The wheel turns again in March, so I’ll try to submit some of my work to more competitions around that time.

I’ve had about 7 people sign up for my Cambridge Science festival workshop at the New England School of Photography for this coming April. I’m excited to be teaching and showing my artwork in a different kind of setting and audience. I’m equally as excited that people are already signing up!!

I am typing this blog on my lunch break at work right now. Which by the way has been really crazy and it must be the combinations of the astrological chaos going on right now and stuff that I’ve been going through and such.

It was my birthday this past weekend and my mom and I went thrifting! I bought a cool sweater with pink, grey and purple tones as well as a dress to wear to work when the weather is warmer. I also finally got Adobe Indesign for my imac for my birthday. So excited to be able to lay out text in a document now instead of using photoshop!

That’s about it for now.

Studio Wrap Up #1

My first studio wrap up!! I’m sitting here in my studio after having coffee with a former high school teacher. We ended up talking for 2 hrs and I didn’t get to Beverly until 2 pm. I’m having lunch from Green Papaya, a Vietnamese food restaurant that’s downstairs and trying to figure out the best use of my time. I COULD set up the darkroom and spend a couple hours making negatives only to put everything away… OR I COULD sit at my computer and work on my schedule for next year.  HMM. What to do? I do have tomorrow, so I am definitely planning on coming here early tomorrow to make negatives. I think I may just end up working on my calendar for next year.

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My first project in the studio was a sculpture project for my art residency proposal which ended up being a TOTAL FAIL. I ended up submitting something, but it was only after much headache to finally toss this idea out. Kind of sad that my first project in my studio was a fail. But the first time you do anything you don’t normally get it done right.

 

 

 

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To the right is a photo of the epic failness. The sculpture block did not solidify the way I expected it to and thus could not carve it the way I expected to. I think I didn’t buy the right type of plaster even though Dick’s said that it was a good plaster for carving. Phooey.

 

 

 

 

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To the left is what I ended up submitting long with an explanation. It’s not that clear as a photo alone, but my project is to take an existing photograph and to translate it into a 3-dimensional sculpture of that photograph.

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Studio 19 had it’s first opening reception! Which went very well and a lot of the people who showed up were interested in purchasing the artwork. I also established a partnership wit The Healing Center in Beverly. They want to use my process and I want to use their outreach and clientele for my personal projects on spirituality.

 

 

 

 

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AND most importantly, the first ever paper negatives were made in my studio. The process isn’t perfect, but I now feel like I’m going somewhere with this space. Everything is coming together and I’m producing things!

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Next, I made my In/Finite Earth experience memo board. I’m hoping to, as I gain more experiences in the art field, to make more of these. I used encaustic board so the paper is a bit thicker and I can nail it to the wall if I wanted to as a base. Then covered it with print outs of the postcard that had everyone’s art on and printed out pictures and bought scrapbook materials that reflected the trip. I really enjoyed this project!

 

 

 

 

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And last but not least, Cabot Street Studios has its’ first Holiday Open Studios!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

What’s coming up:

Exploration in Papermaking

– Using the dried flowers from my kirlian photography and the recycled paper from work to create a work of art.

– Oceanic Kirlian Photographic Prints. Using organic materials from the ocean to produce kirlian photographs

– developing a portable darkroom…

– and much more to come! 🙂

Digital Art

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Two of my artist friends inspired me to make more photo manips after I changed my cover photo to the first one I listed here. I forgot how fun this project was. Creating scenes using images of earth to create another world entirely. I need to do more!

The Boxcar Gallery Reception

575256_378481182297177_639000869_nFriday I drove back to Western Ma to attend The Boxcar Gallery’s Opening Reception. This gallery is literally in an old boxcar. The gallery is located in downtown Greenfield, Ma. It is also part of The Empty Space’s Project. Kim, the owner of The Boxcar Gallery, had the opportunity to also exhibit some of Joseph Mallord William Turner, a painter from the 1800s.  It was really nice to meet some of the artists in Western Massachusetts and Connecticut. I also met the owners of a gallery in Putnam, Connecticut and they were interested in showing my work as well. First venture out in Western Mass, a success I’d say.

Holiday Open Studios at Cabot Street Studios

162c838c5e1011e3b0391231e80ea787_8Thursday I came home from Enfield to attend the Holiday Open Studios at Cabot Street Studios. We had really bad weather so we think that that kept some people at home. We had a bit of a turn out, but there was definitely food left over. I was able to show my studio and do some positives of the paper negatives I had already made. Unfortunately my device stopped working again and my Dad has to work on it. Also the paper negatives did not completely develop so the positives came out grey and not black. Process still not perfected, but soon it will be! But overall, I was glad to have been there and socialize with the artists that were there.

 

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