5.pents – 9.chalices – moon – 2.pents

hardship – wishes – confusion -decision

Well yes reading this way seems to be better. There was definitely more hardships and hardcore wishing going on. I also had a lot of premonitions/dreams this week (moon) and the decision pointed to what to do about the family bible since I personally thought no one claimed it. But apparently someone may have a connection to it.

 

Next week’s reading:

 

5.pentacles – knight.swords – ace.cups – six.swords

Hardships – message/conversation – expressing an emotion – move, travel, distance

 

Funny how 5/pents came up again. Its been really present cause I am indeed going through a hard time. I am in limbo in so many places in my life and its stressing me out. I also just want to move out really bad 🙁 anyway, the five/pents here could mean that I may get help from and outside source (knight.swords) that will make me happy? and it will cause me to be able to move forward and away from something.

 

Have you ever just really, really, missed someone and you’ve tried everything you can do to distract you but all you can do is think about them? Its making it really hard to move on if all you can do is think about them. I so much want things to get better but as each day goes on and I don’t hear from this person and/or hear from a job opportunity I get more and more convinced that I won’t go anywhere in life and that’s just sad. 🙁